:-( ? Okay, here it is, 3 months ago i was feeling okay other then my back, i have had chronic back problems since 03, dr's have suggested surgery but due to my size, etc, said there was no guarantee of improvement, may even get worse. i am also a smoker and have high cholesterol, my diet has always been pour, and due to my back exercise is very limited. Anyways, i went to the dr to get the results of my back mri, while i was there i told the dr my throat was sore, he looked and saw drainage, and said sinus infection, put me on antibiotics. i had a bad reaction to the biotics so he put me on a 2nd one still, bad reaction so the pharmacist told me to take benadryl w/ the biotics. it helped w/ bad side effects, but then i stopped urinating, quit the benadryl and i was able to urinate again. about 2 days before biotics were done i started getting a sharp pain in my lower right ab area, and slowly the pain went to the the right back area also. Pain kept getting more severe, went to the er, they did a pelvic and said i had pid, gave me a shot of biotics and sent me home w/ some oral biotics. i called the next day to get the results from the cervical swabs and they were neg for any infection, so they told me to stop taking the biotics. the pain was getting way worse, so by now i had a new symptom, my ears had a lot of pressure, ringing, extreme dizziness, i thought my ear drums were going to explode, went to the ent dr. no sign of infection or water, he said probably minears syndrome, i had been taking sudafed as per my primary dr. prescribed for 4-5 days, the ent dr. said this was doing more damage and to quit taking. my ear problems have subsided but occasional ringing. okay to speed this up i have been to 4 er,s 4 obgyn's, gastral intestinal dr, my tests- colonoscopy, endoscopy, gastric empty, abdominal ct scan, back x-rays, tons of blood work, brain mri, still waiting results, other then my thyroid is slightly off and i have the antibodies for some virus, and my blood work shows some inflamation, everything else is within normal. my symptoms, weight loss-about 30 lbs, extreme abdominal pain, feels like i have done a thousand crunches, pinching in right ovary and groin area, both of my love handle areas feel swollen, bloated in lower ab area, i weigh 92 lbs, have to use a laxative. extreme back pain, pain behind rt knee, extreme anxiety and depression, i'm on a sedative so i can sleep. icing my back helps some. i feel nausea until i burp, have a hard time passing gas. my calorie intake is about 13-1500, daily, i eat when i am hungry until i am full. my dr's tell me i can't be admitted due to no sign of anything significant, i lose about a pound a week, ensure gives me diahrhea, other soy or protein shakes clog me up for days, and take away my appetite. heat makes my stomach feel worse, when i lay on my sides they feel bruised, severe mood swings, when i eat i feel the food going through my intestines ( this is what it feels like anyways) gas-x helps sometimes not always. i am taking aloe vera juice daily 4 oz, 2 probitics, 2 digestive enzymes, and 2 low dose sedatives. does anyone have any suggestions? i feel scared and hopeless.