I have gotten myself in a mess. I was prescribed adderal for adha and learned that it is basically spped. So of course I overdit it. Then had sum family issues and started doin vik's because the addy's were causing anxiety... After being haldf honest with my Doc he prescribed ativan to sleep. I want to be done with all of this but down know how,, It scares me to think of it and i just feel so hopeless. Every time I try to cut one or 2 down I end up with sever withdrawals symptoms...severe pain all over, soo tired, my emotions are outta wack. I try for a few days but give in because I hate pain, I'm just writing to see if any one else was out there,,,,,