I met a girl on the christmas show were i was performing , And we made a band when im with her i smile all the time i even dream of her in my sleep , Somtimes ill draw her and ill get upset if i cant draw her the way she looks , she is a butch lesbian and well she is amazing , wether or not its just really close friendship but when she tells me as a friend she fancies somone that i know , well i get rather jelous i have spoken to her once about me not being so sure on my sexuallity she laughed and said when your drunk and you end up doing sommet then you'll know , I sweat real bad when we talk and i try to look my best when i visit her house , She left her hat at mine the other day i was smelling it all day because it smelt like her , Its so confusing alo in the past i have watched some rude videos on lesbians and it didn't bother me , She is lesbian so i dunno wether its just me thinking she maybe slightly harder to be friends with or im just majure protective but i really do care , my style has changed since i met her and i have become more bothered about my appearance , we spend hours on webcam talking as friends , we laugh all the time its great , I have spoken to my parents they say its not a easy life to go down ill get bullied for sure also i wont be able to have kids , But i havn't had a boyfriend in ages im only 13 so it might just be hormones but seriously im so confused with this knowledge i have told you , Am i lesbian?
id think so, can be y puberty hormones kicking in... it can be just for a period of time just try hard to surround urself with boys u like , spend most of ur time with them if after a week r so and u feel the same about her then it might be..... stop keeping to ur self and just get out of the house with friends , take part in a sport to take ur mind of her spend less time video chatting with her.
Am 19 and i once felt that way " liking girls", i was so confused. i use to do mantra telling myself i am not a les, so i realize that i just need to meet new people and get out off the house , then suddenly my feeling rekindle for my BF. getting out of the house and stop being alone by myself help me to overcome those feelings , I feel ur pain .
I am in the house quite a lot , I suppose maybe its just because I havn't been with a guy its so hard , She is so understanding my parents always get questioning over my sexuality I just dunno anymore :((
my sympathies, i know what u feel my parents assume that am a les but am not, just bcuz i stay in my house alot and they never see me with a guy or heard me talking about a guy, but i kept things to myself and they assume sh*t. it's da house get out of there! i mean have a social life !! getting out of the house worked for me.... just talk with guy ur age that u can joke with, or yeah , do group work @ sch with them.... an so forth.... everything takes time...