My mother died from a cocaine overdose. I had no idea she was on it. I walked in and found her dead at the young age of 50. My life will never be the same. I will never understand and I will never get past the anger. She was my bestfriend. WHY???????? On top of it all my daughter worshipped the ground she walked on. We were so close how did I not know?????? Now my little girl is in theropy every week and she will never be the same. I dont know how to deal. I thought after sometime had gone by the pain would get better but NO.