My daughter lost her suboxone bottle and could not get more...about a week later committed suicide; left a note saying she couldn't stand being an addict any more and was better off dead. She had made plans for the next day. She died with a large amount of her prescribed Paxil, some alcohol, and a lot of cocaine which caused a heart attack. I am piecing together that maybe she went out to find suboxone on the street, ended up with cocaine (not her doc; that was benzos), felt depresseed and suicideal, and did it on impulse. Or maybe was so suidical she went out to find anything she could and take it and hope to die. My poor baby. you can email me directly at _[removed]_