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I certainly won't judge other Baptists by what you have done. I know plenty of them. But I will try to help you as much as I can, without condemning you (although I may well challenge at times). I am a Christian also, and understand what you are saying. Can you say a bit more about yourself and your faith, please (privately if you prefer)?
When did you become a Christian?
Are your parents Christians?
Where are you from?
What do you mean by "I'm quite perverted tbh ( "?
There is always forgiveness and restoration available, if you really want that.
The fact that you are no longer a virgin need not mean that your marriage prospects are shattered, nor that you have to live a lie.
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As you don't know much about your body, do you want help understanding it, and how it all works?
With withdrawal, there is no guarantee that sperm has not entered your vagina. Firstly, how do you know he didn't cum inside you? How soon after withdrawal did he ejaculate? Where did his ejaculate go? But also, his pre-cum could contain sperm.
Is your boyfriend a Christian?
If you want to talk about how to 'tone it down', I would be happy to help you. You also need to ask for God's help.
STI = Sexually Transmitted Infection. I can talk more about that also. Your itching might be from that, but you didn't answer all my questions.
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Sex does feel good. It is meant to.That is the way God designed you. The Bible is clear on keeping sexual intercourse for within marriage. Sexual intercourse is a bonding action, and as such goes far beyond other sexual activities in its consequences. So you have joined yourself to your boyfriend in a special way, and will have its impact on your marriage and married life. But it is not too late to start the recovery process. But you must be willing.
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I don't want a doctor going near me. I have doctor problmes. They harmed me when I was an infant because they weren't paying attention plus I don't want anyone looking at my body.
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I am sorry that you have the fear regarding doctors. What you went through must have been awful. Do you want to talk about it? There will come a time when you will need medical attention.You can talk about it in private if it helps.
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When I was only less than a year old my mom said I was teething but I was running a TERRIBLE fever. So she took me to the emergency room. Rather than trying to figure out why I had it. The doctors freaked out cuz my mom didn't give me my immunizations. So they took me to a room claiming I had a terrible disease cuz of not having my imunes. yet and put a huge needle in my back. After a while they calmed down and found out that I didn't have wat they thought it was. I simply had a urinary tract infection. They were stupid and it cost me my trust with doctors.
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Also. Two & 1/2 years ago I had a terrible scalp problem and they took me to the hospital. I already didn't like doctors. And was very upset they were taking me. But the doctors insisted on taking blood and stool. I was angry for that. I've always had a HUGE fear of needles. The thought of them makes me sick. I already knew I had ring worm in my scalp but the doctors wouldn't listen to me. They took two tubes of blood and after three weeks they smet in a letter telling me I had ring worm. Ugh. I don't trust any of them. Many are pill happy docs and are ready to insist on tests and meds before the natural ways to cure.
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Sorry to hear of your experiences. Who took you to the hospital with ringworm? You should have seen your own doctor who could have prescribed antifungal tablets right away. Ringworm is highly contagious, but easily treated.
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Lol. I couldn't see my own doc till after the hospital visit. We were in another country. An my parents took me. The docs told me it wasn't contageous unless somone used my hairbrush. Cuz it was in the scalp.
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My doc said it was ring worm and to keep the scalp clean. I actualy liked this doc cuz he wasn't as quick as most to advise meds. He suggests the natural cure first then gives meds if natural doesn't work.
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