I have been addicted to pain killers of all sorts for 12 years not prescribed. i have been doing hydromorphone for the past few months. and last friday nov 30 2012 was it for me.. its been almost a week now im feeling worse than ever. i got saved on sunday dec 2 2012. my life has been nothing but a lie to everyone i love and tht loves me all this time. and whomever is out there with this same horrible delima of being addicted to pills, its going to be ok i promise u im nowhere near thru the withdrawl aggravation but its better than killing myself and pushing all my loved ones away with a little bitty pill. pills have controlled my life for to long and thts not why god put us on the earth for pills to rule our lives. take a stand its ur life ur taking from yourself. look at the mirror and ask yourself this.. Is my life and everyone tht loves me worth the high of a pill. get high on life and high on the love u have for everyone closest to u. i have a 5 month old lil girl im 25 years old and bc of pills i have pushed my beautiful girlfriend completely away from me and have to deal with tht while withdrawling. its not worth it at all. believe in urself and believe in the good lord above. go get saved if ur not already im telling ya u will wanna yell at the top of ur lungs how happy u feel regardless of the withdrawl. sorry for such a long post but hopefully i have inspired some of u guys out there dealing with this and i hope to hear back from some of u..

 

God bless and good luck everyone.