dedicated healthy person needs hep with weigh loss

im 18 and i weigh 165. i am in desperate need. i have been working at weight loss for ever. i saw a doctor and lost 5 pounds(on metformi) and then he went to jail for malestation, and i gained 5 pounds back. i was borderline for a thyroid problem, it runs in my family as well as pcos. i dont have any problems though. for the past 2 years all i think about is weight. i am very dediacted and willing. i eat very healthy and not too much(5 small meals) and excersise(cardio 5 days a week(30 min)). people smoke and drink, and its not healthy, i dont care how i do this, i know it sounds bad to say. but i just want to lose weight and keep it off. i have seen a psychic, i will be living a long life. point being. i dont care if i do this in a unhealthy way. i wish this came as easy as school, all my friends are soooo skinny and think im fine. PLEASE. i justwent on genaslim. we dont have any good endroncologists close, i need help. i am a veggetarian. I eat eggs, fruit and veggies, some dairy. **********or comment here...


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