Depressed after complete hysterectomy

I had a hysterectomy in July 2006, for endo. I could not go on hormones right away for fear of the endo coming back, I had stage IV. I've had 7 surgeries, 3 miscarriages and was finally blessed with a child 6 months before my surgery. My Dr. has started my on hormones, we tried the pill for 5 weeks and my body was not absorbing it, my levels stayed at zero, then we went to the shots at once a month for 6 months and the levels either got to high, or to low. We tried different dosages, doing the shot every 3 weeks instead of 4, but nothing has worked to keep my levels at a consistant normal level. I am depressed, unhappy, no sex drive or any kind of drive, I've gone from a very loving, affectiante person to someone who doesn't want to be touched or talked to. I don't know who I am anymore and I can't seem to get any answers as to why this is happening. My doctor now wants to try the pellet that is inserted every 4-6 months and see if that will make a difference. In the meantime I don't know how much longer I can continue to feel the way I do. Do you have any suggestions, hopes, or miracles?? I would greatly appreciate any info you may have. By the way I am only 30 years old, and I did have a complete hysterectomy.

Sincerly,
Rebecca