Disgusted after an orgasm

i have exactly the same problem :/

this is normal, over time as you get used to it youll feel less disgusted because sex or orgasm will feel more normal to you. But it is normal after an orgasm to lose your arousal for a while, some people get aroused again very quickly after orgasm and some take an hour or more before theyre able to achieve erection again or orgasm again, its not abnormal at all everybody just has different turn around periods, females tend to be able to achieve orgasm again quickly after an orgasm faster than most men but it just comes with experience from what I can tell