Home Remedies For Opiate Withdrawals

Okay I'll have to do this again awkward if my first page long response somehow re appears. I'll re-write. I hate the holidays. I do hope yours were great though. I thought of everyone on here a lot!! UMMM, ya'll are my only support system. I'm doing good(I'm here).So, Georgia ex truck guy is in today's paper no b.s. and we were just becoming " friends " again. Did I say I was on my tenth life last time.......f**k. I had another one. Luck?????? GEORGIA, I want a song, I was originally upset listening to "the a team", and really wanted a you song. I was worried about you down there with all the pill mill hype and am so glad to hear you are GOOD!!!!!!!!! Now just jealous it is 12 degrees here no joke. You guys we ARE the lucky ones!!!!!!!!! If you are here NOW you are doing the right thing and please don't give up. Don't run like I did I'm sorry for my immature outburst and just I'm glad to be back ya'll. My old friend was staring at me like most men do like they are watching an exotic creature . He said if I didn't f**k up with pills and (Oh Georgia my acupuncturist) and become a junkie I would be married with kids and was just shocked by me. NO I prob would be divorced oh opps vegas drugs 08, but no I ended up on this path for a reason. I have learned so much about myself. I am so happy to be HERE. Again I already wrote a really heartfelt response that disappeared and hope I covered everything I wanted to say. Ya'll we got this. Please stay strong!!!!!

Sending some hugs your way;

Youtube;
Angus and Julia Stone

Black Crow [Official Music Video]
and
Draw Your Swords

And a little funky tune to groove ya;

Bill Withers "Use me"

Purrpill, "You are a diamond, you cannot be broken!"
"It's worth repeating, over again, keep my head up and swallow my pride"
Antigone Rising - Broken

One to wind down to for the night;

Cat Power "The Greatest"

We may all be so different, but really we all got here the same exact way. We asked an online search engine for an answer to the pain we were feeling. Only we know that extreme pain. Think about it from a non-addict way. The things we complain about are f*****g dumb to normal sorry non addicts(I hope I never offend people with the way I say sh*t)."I can't sleep my legs hurt so bad" Really and "I'm sneezing so much", "I have no energy".......Think of how miniscule these things sound to a non addict like really "AWWW, you don't have your drugs and you want them...... so what your legs hurt". NO WE FEEL LIKE WE ARE DYING! EVERY CELL IN OUR BODY IS f*****g KILLING!! Only we know what it is like when every second of the night feels like an eternity in hell. How ever you became addicted to opiates you did. I tried to kill a pain and it is as if opiates was an entity that entered me and possessed my being and had me was me. If this is your first time here I sure as hell hope you took the KRATOM advice, and it is at least on the way by now. We are so fortunate to be able to alleviate all or most wd symptoms. There is a lot of help out there. For me You Guys help me, my Dr. helps (consistency, drug test, yes subs). It is time to man up I'm a tiny ass girl and if I can do this anyone can. I suggest Kratom over Sub. for as long as YOU need it. You don't want to be a slave to your drug anymore then really MAN up that is what it boils down to. You are not alone. You have me if you want to ague that. Just write as a guest if you would like. Off topic I got a fish he is doing great GEORGIA there is another random dog here lol Mario(my nephew named him) he looks like a poodle maltese idk. Crazy random. He might be a keeper. Georgia am I gonna be that crazy dog lady?? Really I thought I was gonna have this glamorous life. You know what every "glamorous" thing I have done was never glamorous at all in fact you might question my morals. Is that me some woman who never leaves her house and has 1000 dogs. I was supposed to marry my best friend and have a farm and a windmill, but he is dead and the only other person in the world that seemed to get me(I'm so simple its complicated) was a ohh I hate this being politically correct actually is such an oxymoron my homosexual shrink who lives in vegas.......Maybe this little break is good for me around the 1st got the flu for two weeks and have not been out much since. I lived hard maybe I just need to balance. If anyone is still reading BE STRONG find it find the strength in you gangsta up and fight for your f*****g life!!!

Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!

"Let's not f**k around", Georgia are you happy with the move? Do you like it there? I'm not lying I just checked my phone 12 degrees you are lucky for the weather for sure.

I am happier here than I have been in a long time. It is a different pace here, there is plenty of fast stuff, but that is not what I am talking about, I mean the other side, the nature, the beaches, canals, etc. I have been fishing a lot, sometimes I catch some, other times not, but I just kinda feel at ease, like at home I guess, kinda hard to explain. I still go a little nuts every now and then, get some of those old feelings and cravings, but so far so good. I am going to start a lot of travel again with my job, so hopefully that keeps my mind occupied and I can cope.
Yeah the people here are funny, they say there is a "cold front", it is in the high 50's, listening to the locals, you would think this was a blizzard!!

How are you doing?

LOL, I can think of worse things than a "crazy dog lady!!"
What kind of fish?
A poodle maltese! Wow, thats a mix, but mutts make the best dogs!
The best dogs I ever had were mutts, Sheba, a Collie Sheppard mix, Samantha, a black lab mix, and the very first two (I was maybe 4 or 5) Judy and Clarence, don't ask me how I came up with those two names!

I hope you are over the flu, the kid here got it over the Christmas/New Year holidays, it was really nasty, he would spike fevers of 104-105 and we would have to give him cool showers to bring them down, we spent New Years holding him in his bed while he shivered uncontrollable, was a scary new years eve! We had him at the emergency room twice, but they said as long as we get the fevers down, there was nothing they could do, really sucked to have to watch him go though it.

Artist: Joe Purdy

"The City"
and
"Wash Away"

(these are some of my favorites, I like a lot of his stuff)

Thanks for the info, and the music!

That is sooo good to hear!!! I had like that same flu 104.7 I ran. It is much wose for a child to get it. Ohhh New Years......so I left for Calli?? I again did not make it far. I spent a few nights in a motel and ended up at midnight at ex truck guys house. I came home that day with the flu...Earlier in the day someone oded there my ex actually did the right thing and called 911 which led to todays story in the news. I was posed to be with him the day he got bopped things got in the way. I got a betta owen also named by K(nephew). He almost died like belly up and my nephew gave me a presant that said owen on it. It was a tank with a filter and owen is doing Great. OMG, LOL to funny "crazy dog lady" is a blessing. So I am clean, well clean for me now 2mg of sub a day. I missed my last dr.'s appt two weeks ago so have to get in there tues. Thank god he rx me to 16 mg a day. I have like a year supply. So nothing got better out there guys. Running the streets are no fun ecspecially if you are the one paying for it. I feel so lucky to be here!!! Almost like I don't deserve to be here. ............"resident is being charged with assault with a dangerous weapon, refusing to stop for police, operating to endanger, marked lanes violation, speeding, and possession of a class A substance with intent to distribute, police said" That is an excert from todays paper. He got out on $290 bail and 4 hours.....Someone sung like a bird.

ohh I know they have like winter gear for no winter. I rember freezing there at 45 degrees. So funny to see scarves and gloves when its nice out lol. High 50's hit the pool. I'm lucky I am right on the coast but it's 18 degrees out today. Fishing sounded like the best idea ever until I saw that. Guess I'll smoke and not leave my house again today. I did meet a guy before christmas he installed my cameras. Im not ready to date which is to bad he was a great guy. Oh well maybe I'm a loner....

SO MANY POSTS! Im currently kicking a two year H addiction (8 year drug addiction). My girlfriend (whose not extactly with me on this decision0 and I have about 8 norcos and 25 extra strength vikodin to help us ween off this horrible drug. I am about to buy some kratom from a local head shop. Im also stocking up on loperamide and robotussin for the stomache issues im sure your all aware of. im hoping the pills will help with physical symptoms as i taper them down to nothing and the kratom will help with the mental addiction  over time.

Hang in there! The best advice is what you are doing (besides speaking with a doctor if you can) is plan it out, and know it is a long road (and you will always be traveling on recovery road ) But you can do it!

An amazing, inspiring video, 

youtube search "Shake it out: Choral Tribute to Florence and the Machine by the Capital Children's Choir"

 

"And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back

So shake him off, oh woah!

And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back so shake him off

And given half the chance would I take any of it back

It's a fine romance but its left me so undone

It's always darkest before the dawn"

FLORENCE AND THE MACHINE - SHAKE IT OUT LYRICS