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I want my life back!!!BUT the pain is sooo intense when you try to stop taking the oxycodone but I think I would much rather be in the pain than be hooked on the meds.I hope I make it through this.Good luck to all!!!!
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I'm sorry I can't help because I'm quitting myself. I didn't go cold-turkey, I'm tapering down. It's not the pain I'm worried about and hasn't been for a long time. It's the depression. I'm on 3 anti-depression pills already but the vicodin makes me not care about things, ya know? I am feeling flu like symptoms, aches, restless legs, headaches, etc. I'm so impressed that you've done this! Good for you! I would think that you'd be feeling better really soon. Are you eating right and taking vitamins?
I wonder what happened to Bambi27? I hope she's OK. I've never written here but have been reading for the last couple days.
I wish you the very best.
Vicki
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Thank you!
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I'm a disabled vet with back pain, knee pain, and ptsd and depression. I've been on lortab for 4 years now (7.5's 4 times a day) and I hate the stuff but love how it makes me feel (rock and a hard place). At first staying on them as prescribed was great but as time went on I needed more and more to keep feeling good and manage the pain. I'm prescribed prozac and vallium for the mental stuff but the tabs made me feel better than they did. It makes me feel normal, gives me energy and interest in things again but I know it's false. My family loves the way I am when on the tabs and avoids me when off of them. Because I've had to increase the ammount I take to get the same "good" feeling, I am up to 6-10 of them a day and I hate myself for it. I run out of my scrip and go through the withdrawls every month. God, the withdrawls suck. I feel horrible for the last two weeks of every month and sometimes just want to die. The physical and mental effects of withdrawl are horrible, but it's like I'm traped in a vicious cycle that I can't break. I can blame no one but myself, I knew I would get addicted when I started them, but if I had know where it would lead I would never have touched them. I have stayed true to myself in one way though. I have resisted doctor hopping to get more and I haven't yet bought them off the street but I have tried to compensate with alcohol and pot. It dosen't work all that well and I stoped as I don't need any additional addictions along with what I've got already. When it's getting near the end of the month I get more and more depressed and have anxiaty as I see the bottom of the bottle and know what is comming but I am powerless to stop myself. I gave them to my wife to hold and dispense but I find myself "stealing" them from her and lying to her about it. I have turned into a sneak thief and I hate it. I hate what I have become and loath myself. I am going to try to quit once this last bit is gone (if there in the house, I will get them) and I pray I can make it. Please, wish me luck.
Art
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I went through withdraws waiting for my appointment today. My Doctor told me that it would take 72 hours of a lot of pain and suffering to get oxycodone out of your system. They can also do it gradual as well. My suggestion is to ask your doctor to help you decrease. I don't want to go through what I went through this weekend again so will be decreasing my meds soon. I hope you all the best.
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I probably don't have any thoughts that can actually help you but letting you know that I am thinking about you and will say a prayer for you for the next couple of weeks. I guess I am confused as my Doctor said withdraws would only last like three days and now you're the second person who has been going through this a lot longer. It sounds though you're more dependant then you are addicted but the withdraws are the same. I know you're in a mess cause you flushed them and probably no one would believe you if you went back for help. It does seem like maybe you have gotten through the worst part and so am hoping you can just hang in. For me, I have decided to wean myself and hopefully in the end, I can live with my chronic pain. I don't want this monkey on my back and had no clue what I was getting into. I just wanted to live a some what normal life, quality of life. I am shocked that Doctors and pain clinics can put you on this stuff without knowing the end results. Anyway, I will be praying for you and thinking of ya.
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