The only thing that came back on all the test I took was my thyroid being a little off I spent four days in the hospital they did a cat-scan x-rays you name it they did it blood work the whole nine yards for the last two days in the hospital the pain subsided for a while I don't know if it was because of all the blood pressure and morphine they had me on but I had finally subsided quick note I am an IV drug user heroin for a little over five years I attempted to subside the Pain by myself by using heroin and probably did more than I ever did in my life and one day and didn't touch the pain. I Woke Up 3 times that same night gasping for air when finally at 2 in the morning I made my husband get up and take me to the hospital I nearly called 911 when I was in so much pain at the hospital my blood oxygen level was just above 70 my blood pressure was through the roof and because of being an IV user of course I had a problem getting a vein and getting me started on IVs long story short the pain subsided the last two days the hospital they finally released me kind of unwillingly but I was ready to go with drawing and all the next day around lunch time the pain returned has it did days before slowly getting worse and worse and worse the time before it was 5 days before I did something went to the hospital this time I immediately made a doctor's appointment I was supposed to follow up from the hospital visit anyway my blood test came back clean no sexually transmitted diseases HIV nothing checks x-rays CAT scan everything clear like I said just a little problem with the thyroid which would explain me not being able to gain weight other than that the doctor said I'm one of the healthiest people she seen all year as far as cholesterol white and red blood cell count so on and so forth I don't know what to do what do the doctor today and she said there's nothing that she can do for me that there's nothing wrong she gave me anti anxiety medicine blood pressure medicine and something to stop my heart from racing when I have panic attacks due to the pain but I can't live with this pain so unbearable it's been 2 days since the pain has returned I can't sleep when I do sleep after Library still on my back or propped over like a chair pushing against my rib cage it's unbearable to laugh coughing is out of the question and I really don't know what to do she said it probably has a lot to do with my drug use which I've planned on and wanted to come to an end for a really long time but have to deal with the reason I do drugs before I can quit the drug and I don't think I'm quite strong enough to do that I thought about entering myself and 5150 just because I know they would do something about the pain giving morphine or something and wanted to be more closely but I don't want to do my God help me