hmm gpt bored . did the ask a doc a question on eating disorders. i cam up at 70 -it doesnt say what out of, and it said.Medioum to high risk of developing an eating disorder????Iam not a high risk candidate.
Ive done a lot today then-feeling a bit unsteady earlier. ha dto lie down as my sotmach was doing the uncontrollable I am as nervous as nervous as can be, went dizzie, couldnt breathe, just lay and dhut my yes ttill it calmed down-got up and had some dinner.Feeling a bit better now. How are you doing? Are you in your bed? I hate my hair by the way its a true mess. I remeber when I was a teenager , pls dont laugh, or feel freee to laugh, but mum wouldnt let me get my hair cut. I went through to my room, zapped it in a pony tail and just cut the entire thing off. Walked into the living room and mum looked like o.O It doesnt feel much different today.I should really start an esay or something, i just cnt get started.
kiddies have gone to a friends house to go guising. They looked like they were children in care. they ve cut old school uniforms up and covered themselves in talc, flase blood and eyeliner, and then they got really excited. they do this yearly, they get so excited folowed by dissapointment.
Ive done a lot today then-feeling a bit unsteady earlier. ha dto lie down as my sotmach was doing the uncontrollable I am as nervous as nervous as can be, went dizzie, couldnt breathe, just lay and dhut my yes ttill it calmed down-got up and had some dinner.Feeling a bit better now. How are you doing? Are you in your bed? I hate my hair by the way its a true mess. I remeber when I was a teenager , pls dont laugh, or feel freee to laugh, but mum wouldnt let me get my hair cut. I went through to my room, zapped it in a pony tail and just cut the entire thing off. Walked into the living room and mum looked like o.O It doesnt feel much different today.I should really start an esay or something, i just cnt get started.
kiddies have gone to a friends house to go guising. They looked like they were children in care. they ve cut old school uniforms up and covered themselves in talc, flase blood and eyeliner, and then they got really excited. they do this yearly, they get so excited folowed by dissapointment.
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Anyway, kids had a great time, and looked the part. Im thinking that I should get checked for hep c, as all the searly symptoms are there with me, ( but id like to just state ive never injected anything into myself) i just know that it may well be possible.
Dawn , I know your not well-im worried about you and your family. When your better, pls let me know how your all doing.
here, the girls are great, so thats a big bonus, but dad and mum are not so great.
I look n the mirror these days , and I really dont recognise myself. Im worried about my mum, Im worried that her relationship is about to end. Im really worried for her. Shes not one to sit back either-if shes got something on her mind thats upset her, boy oh boy she will let you knkow. But truthfully, I know shes not been herslef for sometime, and Im really worried.
Ive known the man shes with since I was 11, hes a nice chappie, and sometimes, no I cant write it here-anyway, its sad to see things go pear shaped again, and as my sister and I are now so called grown ups, i so no reason for my mum ot just do whats she needs to and wants to 9 a goood thing really) but it leaves me in that space of not knowing home. theres no such thing as home
anyway, ill not go on about doom thoughts, but i do think the course and things I am doing is changing my tout methods. Do you rember when I was talking to you about my so called lemonade theory, not that I am anyone or anything special to be making theoried up, but its like the depressive in counselling suddenly decides that one person made them better at the end of a whole string of things. |My judgement is this applies everywhere in life, almost like an exlosion. Shake the bottle and it explodes. theres nothing like kinetic energy. but even when thinking about my mum and things its the same thing. its almost like theres no one to blame so we pass the buck , yeah yeah, but also the theres the moment where we fel better, the moment when our bodies and mind say ENOUGH! Just like a personcan stay stable for so long, we all die afterall-theres nver really a pin point notioin not really, not when you think about it.Anyway, Im not feeling weel, im not depressed but i just cant get to grips with my breathing, I have to keep opening my mouth and rattle my lungs for air, yet I bet you anyting my good lungs will be clear. thats what saved me the day I was born, my lungs, and thats what killed my aunt the day she died, her lungs. anyway, im overthinking again, I dont know ive done nothing yet, tomorrow will have to be an intense start the essy day, once I start Ill not stop, just have to get started , tats all.
I hope your flu is getting better, I ope your all al managing ok.
When you look at the things...there were complications on the srious cases, why are doctors not ringing and chasing folks up. for instance those that are prone to ( not that I can speel it ) phneomonea-why is this not taken seriously, cause once youve had it , it seems to me, it breaks your immune system down more....it does say in the list something about immune systems, ut the whole entire picture has oooto be looked over.Put it this way, if I was feeling more myself and had suffered such an illeness Id beg them for it.Give me the flu jab and some tami flu pls, thank oyou thans great, but then again I know fsa about the side effects of those things, so god knowsThe best way I think , is to keep your vitamin supply in check, but hey im no expert, just drink the orange juice and eat oranges, sweet potatoe, make sureits organic too, and make sure its not an organic con!Right, im waffling once again, and going to go now. Sorry, Im not really like this, my head is everywhere,
Dawn , I know your not well-im worried about you and your family. When your better, pls let me know how your all doing.
here, the girls are great, so thats a big bonus, but dad and mum are not so great.
I look n the mirror these days , and I really dont recognise myself. Im worried about my mum, Im worried that her relationship is about to end. Im really worried for her. Shes not one to sit back either-if shes got something on her mind thats upset her, boy oh boy she will let you knkow. But truthfully, I know shes not been herslef for sometime, and Im really worried.
Ive known the man shes with since I was 11, hes a nice chappie, and sometimes, no I cant write it here-anyway, its sad to see things go pear shaped again, and as my sister and I are now so called grown ups, i so no reason for my mum ot just do whats she needs to and wants to 9 a goood thing really) but it leaves me in that space of not knowing home. theres no such thing as home
anyway, ill not go on about doom thoughts, but i do think the course and things I am doing is changing my tout methods. Do you rember when I was talking to you about my so called lemonade theory, not that I am anyone or anything special to be making theoried up, but its like the depressive in counselling suddenly decides that one person made them better at the end of a whole string of things. |My judgement is this applies everywhere in life, almost like an exlosion. Shake the bottle and it explodes. theres nothing like kinetic energy. but even when thinking about my mum and things its the same thing. its almost like theres no one to blame so we pass the buck , yeah yeah, but also the theres the moment where we fel better, the moment when our bodies and mind say ENOUGH! Just like a personcan stay stable for so long, we all die afterall-theres nver really a pin point notioin not really, not when you think about it.Anyway, Im not feeling weel, im not depressed but i just cant get to grips with my breathing, I have to keep opening my mouth and rattle my lungs for air, yet I bet you anyting my good lungs will be clear. thats what saved me the day I was born, my lungs, and thats what killed my aunt the day she died, her lungs. anyway, im overthinking again, I dont know ive done nothing yet, tomorrow will have to be an intense start the essy day, once I start Ill not stop, just have to get started , tats all.
I hope your flu is getting better, I ope your all al managing ok.
When you look at the things...there were complications on the srious cases, why are doctors not ringing and chasing folks up. for instance those that are prone to ( not that I can speel it ) phneomonea-why is this not taken seriously, cause once youve had it , it seems to me, it breaks your immune system down more....it does say in the list something about immune systems, ut the whole entire picture has oooto be looked over.Put it this way, if I was feeling more myself and had suffered such an illeness Id beg them for it.Give me the flu jab and some tami flu pls, thank oyou thans great, but then again I know fsa about the side effects of those things, so god knowsThe best way I think , is to keep your vitamin supply in check, but hey im no expert, just drink the orange juice and eat oranges, sweet potatoe, make sureits organic too, and make sure its not an organic con!Right, im waffling once again, and going to go now. Sorry, Im not really like this, my head is everywhere,
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Since he has NEVER helped you when you are having bad days, don't do 1 bloody thing for him Katy!!! Your not his mother, his wife, his girlfriend not even his friend. Get him to get his useless family over and help him! He doesn't deserve one drink of water NOTHING! This might make him move out actually, when he reaizes that you don't care he has the flu!!! How fitting HE has the swine flu!!! ;-) XD Sorry I HAD to say that LOL!!! Anyway, wrenched my back - doing god knows what, so HIGH as a kite on pain killers right now!!! The kids will eb coming around for candy soon - and we don't have any!!!!!!!!!!!! >;) Will have to sit in the basement with the lights off, so we don't get our housed egged!!!!!! Talk to you later! And also I have NEVER done it doggy style!!! GROSS!!! I think it's demeaning actually! So you're not alone with that theory either! Your sister is true that when you get in a decent and loving relationship, sex WILL be fantastic and FAR better than anything he's handed out!!!
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awe sorry dawn, but ive allready experineced buggery!
Believe me, I wouldnt want anyone person to try it, its as painful as childbirth itself...well in my experience, the pain shot up my spine , like something, well , yeah, you know what acontraction is-i would say, give me an epidural-god yeah, apparently your only aloowed something like 3 in your life. ayway, yeah him -who thinks football is more intelligent than anything, -well im on my ipod now, I have bags under my eyes that would make anyone look good, I have this immense scar also form when okay in the confusion -I cant really talk about it-but this scar is never going to heal. In away , I love it, its a scar that proves all, but on the other hand I want it off my face.Ive tried everyting, so many oils to hope I wake one day and it want be there! I know it will always be there.
anyway, Im glad to hear from you-how are you feelin
My mind is working on overdrive-im thinking about doing my siertation on EQ against IQ-but even then thers no science.Its a minefield. i know I need to do it in something iam really interested in, so ill carry on thinking. Even Da is too close to home.
Allready though, im getting better, the guy professor, sorry I aint going to idolize, even though hes obviously clever, but its a huge wake up call whe you find out the other things tah are going on, I dont mean to disrespect any of the hel p ive had either, its not that. i have problems, but I am switched on, when others need help-look think of it this way, my bf died from anorexia, so therefor I am the biggest shittiest psychologist in the world, but on the other hand, she taught me, and god I miss her. I cant believe how hidden it was-though to be honest, I knew she had a problem she was very thin at one point and used to use me as a focus away from her own probs, she always rubbed her left leg whenever I asked "are you okay" you can tell me, you know me my stories , you know me, -she did turn to me in the end, but whne I staed i was expecting-I think-actually I sreally dont want to go there. I ...rwell you can read the lines...so no more.
I do think thres something else to be needed adn its omething else even the nhs could provide and save the dispenser. I really do! anayway, sorry dawnive lost my thread of thought, so ill go to bed, Ive been totally manic today, up and down, but yo know i fI say to my doctor or psychiateist,,my feedback is "your normal" but when you think about it, tey really cant say anything else otherwise..god when I rub my lef eye , i think its going to burst open! thats another thing, when I had my first child , it was a froceps delivery and i always distubblingly go back to the nurs saying"your to fat so I cant wash you' or to the aneasthitist, that omg, I asked him out for a date , lol , well he pt a needle in my spine and there was blood everywhere, and then he did it again, third time lucky I was wathcing the 7 minute count down, wile some dark skin almost shephard like dark sin man asked for frovceps, told me to push....believe me, what the hell did that word mean? i try to push ...there are tears , even the nurses cried, she was out. My partner who then was in scrubs, kissed my forehead and exclaimed you ve done it"the best thing in the world" I saw her for a split second, thne everything was removes.
I was taken to recovery, the midwife told me"your too fat for me to wash you properly, so ill do little bit" by tha time I was look eff off, youve been as about as good as a chip monkey trying to svae the titanic...her words thought, they hurt like hell, Im fat icantmove, Ive had a spinal injected into me..wtf..itss bizaree though I was 24 when I had my first child, ic reide and ceried an criead, i felt sick the baby was crying, I couldnt move becaus eogf the stitches. my dad turned up and putr a bloody naapie on back to front-now Ihtinlk ti funny, but then I was reafy to smoke dope, ready to just ..well all I wanted to do was be with my bbay, shes still my aby and whnever r too k her away from me , i go treallyupset.
We feel out with his brother and sister beause of rent aco, and teryd solsd the flat, i was atill waling as though I had a ring binder between my legs. Luckily I found a flat, near his work. alex was abour 8 weks old. itook her too bed. everything alex did, evrything, was recognised really she was a total live wire, and still is, but I know shes more intelligent then anyone..I know that for fats sake...shes lucky thoug shes extremly good at pe and things that I was never , shes also very mature, the younger one, is more like me, and secretly takes things on board-thre both very clever. anyway I should go-I jsu wanted to share what I nad with im s its easier to say eff off nad leave me alone-as a woman - I hope you understand, lot of love, and hopr you get well soon, take care, Katy
Believe me, I wouldnt want anyone person to try it, its as painful as childbirth itself...well in my experience, the pain shot up my spine , like something, well , yeah, you know what acontraction is-i would say, give me an epidural-god yeah, apparently your only aloowed something like 3 in your life. ayway, yeah him -who thinks football is more intelligent than anything, -well im on my ipod now, I have bags under my eyes that would make anyone look good, I have this immense scar also form when okay in the confusion -I cant really talk about it-but this scar is never going to heal. In away , I love it, its a scar that proves all, but on the other hand I want it off my face.Ive tried everyting, so many oils to hope I wake one day and it want be there! I know it will always be there.
anyway, Im glad to hear from you-how are you feelin
My mind is working on overdrive-im thinking about doing my siertation on EQ against IQ-but even then thers no science.Its a minefield. i know I need to do it in something iam really interested in, so ill carry on thinking. Even Da is too close to home.
Allready though, im getting better, the guy professor, sorry I aint going to idolize, even though hes obviously clever, but its a huge wake up call whe you find out the other things tah are going on, I dont mean to disrespect any of the hel p ive had either, its not that. i have problems, but I am switched on, when others need help-look think of it this way, my bf died from anorexia, so therefor I am the biggest shittiest psychologist in the world, but on the other hand, she taught me, and god I miss her. I cant believe how hidden it was-though to be honest, I knew she had a problem she was very thin at one point and used to use me as a focus away from her own probs, she always rubbed her left leg whenever I asked "are you okay" you can tell me, you know me my stories , you know me, -she did turn to me in the end, but whne I staed i was expecting-I think-actually I sreally dont want to go there. I ...rwell you can read the lines...so no more.
I do think thres something else to be needed adn its omething else even the nhs could provide and save the dispenser. I really do! anayway, sorry dawnive lost my thread of thought, so ill go to bed, Ive been totally manic today, up and down, but yo know i fI say to my doctor or psychiateist,,my feedback is "your normal" but when you think about it, tey really cant say anything else otherwise..god when I rub my lef eye , i think its going to burst open! thats another thing, when I had my first child , it was a froceps delivery and i always distubblingly go back to the nurs saying"your to fat so I cant wash you' or to the aneasthitist, that omg, I asked him out for a date , lol , well he pt a needle in my spine and there was blood everywhere, and then he did it again, third time lucky I was wathcing the 7 minute count down, wile some dark skin almost shephard like dark sin man asked for frovceps, told me to push....believe me, what the hell did that word mean? i try to push ...there are tears , even the nurses cried, she was out. My partner who then was in scrubs, kissed my forehead and exclaimed you ve done it"the best thing in the world" I saw her for a split second, thne everything was removes.
I was taken to recovery, the midwife told me"your too fat for me to wash you properly, so ill do little bit" by tha time I was look eff off, youve been as about as good as a chip monkey trying to svae the titanic...her words thought, they hurt like hell, Im fat icantmove, Ive had a spinal injected into me..wtf..itss bizaree though I was 24 when I had my first child, ic reide and ceried an criead, i felt sick the baby was crying, I couldnt move becaus eogf the stitches. my dad turned up and putr a bloody naapie on back to front-now Ihtinlk ti funny, but then I was reafy to smoke dope, ready to just ..well all I wanted to do was be with my bbay, shes still my aby and whnever r too k her away from me , i go treallyupset.
We feel out with his brother and sister beause of rent aco, and teryd solsd the flat, i was atill waling as though I had a ring binder between my legs. Luckily I found a flat, near his work. alex was abour 8 weks old. itook her too bed. everything alex did, evrything, was recognised really she was a total live wire, and still is, but I know shes more intelligent then anyone..I know that for fats sake...shes lucky thoug shes extremly good at pe and things that I was never , shes also very mature, the younger one, is more like me, and secretly takes things on board-thre both very clever. anyway I should go-I jsu wanted to share what I nad with im s its easier to say eff off nad leave me alone-as a woman - I hope you understand, lot of love, and hopr you get well soon, take care, Katy
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My hair is disgusting feeling yuckie and very crabbie-though I have been naughty as I cant take tat baclfen-even looking at the pckt makes me cringe.I dont want to go bacjk to that clinic ever again-I feel like its made everything worseIn fact I can honestly say.through my won choices now Id do better, just having adrink when i feel like it, and recognise there weill be no drinking before work.How did I get this bad?
I baned my head last night-tiny bruise, and Mr swine .flu drank 8 bottles of beer, that aint swine flu then is it?
I dont know I seem to be looking incredibly olf these days. Honestly I thnk I look about 60-the hair mess hasnt helped either. Ijust know Im not pretty, thats fine, i can deal with that, but I cant deal with the black bags and the extensive wrinkes nad the swollen nose with the 2 spot forever on it-what are those 2 symetrical spots. Im not symetrical, so why do I have a bell curve on my face?
I baned my head last night-tiny bruise, and Mr swine .flu drank 8 bottles of beer, that aint swine flu then is it?
I dont know I seem to be looking incredibly olf these days. Honestly I thnk I look about 60-the hair mess hasnt helped either. Ijust know Im not pretty, thats fine, i can deal with that, but I cant deal with the black bags and the extensive wrinkes nad the swollen nose with the 2 spot forever on it-what are those 2 symetrical spots. Im not symetrical, so why do I have a bell curve on my face?
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seriously dawn _ I cant breathe-im having to cough and spit ) sorry to be gross agani) but its scaring me-it doesnt feel like panic though I know I mam panicing -but I cant breeathe through my nose, and having to cough to breathe out my mouth-am I just having a panic attack.
decided Id start my first assignment . So far registered and then made a coffee, doiing really well there?
I watched a really good thing through a site that I fell on by accident about a lady who drank as ashe couldnt get sleep at night-the same thing as me, shed drink a whole bottle of wine, then when she couldnt get to sleep , like absolutely no sleep it increased to 2 ( okay-im not there yet, despitre what anyone else thinks)Tonight Im alvhol free...doing it 2 nights in a row is okay-if you dont sleep you know youl just buy a borttle by the third night, casue by then you could have quite easily have murdered someone or something depending on how you look at it
then whe n I eat i cant breathe so everytime I put something in my mouth I virtually cough it back up and out to breathe.am I just panicing as I dont feel sick sick!?
decided Id start my first assignment . So far registered and then made a coffee, doiing really well there?
I watched a really good thing through a site that I fell on by accident about a lady who drank as ashe couldnt get sleep at night-the same thing as me, shed drink a whole bottle of wine, then when she couldnt get to sleep , like absolutely no sleep it increased to 2 ( okay-im not there yet, despitre what anyone else thinks)Tonight Im alvhol free...doing it 2 nights in a row is okay-if you dont sleep you know youl just buy a borttle by the third night, casue by then you could have quite easily have murdered someone or something depending on how you look at it
then whe n I eat i cant breathe so everytime I put something in my mouth I virtually cough it back up and out to breathe.am I just panicing as I dont feel sick sick!?
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Bloody hel.!!!!! Man! This isnt happenineg! I got onto office on my laptop , had a true nightmare setting everything up. Wrote out esay question, wrote out 2 sentences that took about an hour to come up with. Got up of my bed ran to the toilet renching, ,now shivering a nd really cold.Im sure its the citalopram making me feel bad/ Then got back to computer and the bloody laptop crashed. My 2 sentences gone. Not a reliable peice of equipm,ent.In fact this new age of technology is drivining me nuts. im feeling really really sick, but nothing comes up, just white stuuf, and feel like I am constsntly being choked...and as for this essay, its so massive a topic i dont know where to start and and and, what if everytime I try and sit down, what if i throw up??/feel like this, I cant relax, and then If I lie down to try and relax, i feel guilty for lying down and relaxing so then feel worse and the cycles carries on. I dint know why im like this , Mind you i dont actually think ive ever written an essat before without being a little bi tpsey.( oh dear , give the game away!) i mewean what am I going to say"Yes, sorry i failed, I wasnt pissed enough!"
Heres one"My dad was the town drunk. Most of the time thats no so bad:But New York city?"
"What makes you think I am a drunk Officer?", "Alcohol is not addictive, I should know Ive been drinking it for years", "Giving up drinking is easy .I know Ive done it one hundre times""My body is a temple and it feels good to have spirits in it"
Heres one"My dad was the town drunk. Most of the time thats no so bad:But New York city?"
"What makes you think I am a drunk Officer?", "Alcohol is not addictive, I should know Ive been drinking it for years", "Giving up drinking is easy .I know Ive done it one hundre times""My body is a temple and it feels good to have spirits in it"
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Well, Ive written up one paragraph and it is sh*t ( to say the least) i cant remeber how to write and this isnt even going ot get passed 1st year standads, Im still gagging and renching all over the place. mum says i need to eat more that s why Im not liking this stuff much-but Ive eaten quite a bit today, and if I do throw up, illl have more to get out> Oh dear.
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How are you feeling? Im feeling realy sick!Ive written 140 words of my 3000word essay( im doing well-not!) trying to find more info , but printer decided to print of the article with missing words. Just feel really sick, and want my bed, i keep renching and running to the lou. I dont want to take anymore baclofen ontop of the way I feel.I think that wouldsend me over the edge.
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Im still renching and freezing cold.ive not done anymore and really disappointed in me.The thing with me is I am slow, so i have to get started now-I feel so sick, so going to try and rela.
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Hmmm-I am sh*t at writing! Anyway, so as this is about care/risk assessment programme, , guess what my essay is getting named??? katys c**p essay
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I wish I could sleep! I just cant my head is rambling. The thought Im having, money worries, can I really live my life alon? My mum spredicament-the fact that I dont even want to be myself and visit them. Truthfully, I dont want to die, but sometimes I think , my god-how the hell am I going to get out of this one? My stomach gurgling and just been horrible to me.
if you met me at face value , youd think I was chirpie, until , you realise-oh sh*t? and then run a mile.
I really do not know what I am doing, Im worrying thats theres been some important mail , and Ive not got it for theres been postal striked here. Im worrying about how Im not getting to spend time with the girls, the fact that police have been involved, that social services are ging to get involved, that Im so scared I cant really do anything about it. hes been like this"are you all right?" all night to me.Ive just been nodding my head, the truth be told, no im not bloody all right! if I had had wine I waould have tanned the bottle in one quick sniffle, I didnt -im not going to either, I want to be clean. i dont have time for hangovers anymore.
ouch anyway, Im just going to have to be brave, grow a back-bone.Im getting a headache now and feeling tired, but not so tired I want to sleep.
How are you feeling?
if you met me at face value , youd think I was chirpie, until , you realise-oh sh*t? and then run a mile.
I really do not know what I am doing, Im worrying thats theres been some important mail , and Ive not got it for theres been postal striked here. Im worrying about how Im not getting to spend time with the girls, the fact that police have been involved, that social services are ging to get involved, that Im so scared I cant really do anything about it. hes been like this"are you all right?" all night to me.Ive just been nodding my head, the truth be told, no im not bloody all right! if I had had wine I waould have tanned the bottle in one quick sniffle, I didnt -im not going to either, I want to be clean. i dont have time for hangovers anymore.
ouch anyway, Im just going to have to be brave, grow a back-bone.Im getting a headache now and feeling tired, but not so tired I want to sleep.
How are you feeling?
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Are you ok dawn?
Im not! Im fed up! Im worried! really really worried!
Im getting a sharp pain in my lower abdome and it spreads round my back.It hurts.
Mum came over-its not good.Its complicated. Imso sad im the way I am-tired,sore and destraught.most of my fear is "will he move out?" coz he says he will-and if I move-am I huritng the chldren moreso-but then trapped with him agreeing to go at some points and then not, and not knowing if its the right thing to do-im better than ive been in a long time-but at the same time-iam terrified of moving on-I could just as easily make mistakes again-and as for my course.i dont think im capable.
Ive pains-just above both hips and they spread to my back, the tip of my rear end and along the stomach. My beely bitton aches, I want to cry-but its not so sore to groan-so it cant be that bad. Mum was a bit taken aback when she arrived at my pt job and saw me-she askedabout how much Ive been sleeping-its around 20 minutes per night, Shes been here so she laughed. i bought her her birthday pressie, and shes so destraught because shes a size something above a ten. Personally, after all those hormonal changes Ill be hapy to be a 14 if not a 16. Anyway, Im feeling lost and bewildered.but im signing of now. night night
Im not! Im fed up! Im worried! really really worried!
Im getting a sharp pain in my lower abdome and it spreads round my back.It hurts.
Mum came over-its not good.Its complicated. Imso sad im the way I am-tired,sore and destraught.most of my fear is "will he move out?" coz he says he will-and if I move-am I huritng the chldren moreso-but then trapped with him agreeing to go at some points and then not, and not knowing if its the right thing to do-im better than ive been in a long time-but at the same time-iam terrified of moving on-I could just as easily make mistakes again-and as for my course.i dont think im capable.
Ive pains-just above both hips and they spread to my back, the tip of my rear end and along the stomach. My beely bitton aches, I want to cry-but its not so sore to groan-so it cant be that bad. Mum was a bit taken aback when she arrived at my pt job and saw me-she askedabout how much Ive been sleeping-its around 20 minutes per night, Shes been here so she laughed. i bought her her birthday pressie, and shes so destraught because shes a size something above a ten. Personally, after all those hormonal changes Ill be hapy to be a 14 if not a 16. Anyway, Im feeling lost and bewildered.but im signing of now. night night
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You know you could have problems with your ovaries? That would be the same symptoms of what you are saying!! As I said before Katy, I think this course is too much for you now. In the future definitely, but not now, you aren't ready for this, there is too much going on and not enough support!
READ THIS!!!!! It's unreal!!!
http://www.project-aware.org/Experience/symptoms.shtml
IF you read back to one of our 1st conversations I think someone called DAWN told you that it sounds something like menopause!!!! Take a look!!!
READ THIS!!!!! It's unreal!!!
http://www.project-aware.org/Experience/symptoms.shtml
IF you read back to one of our 1st conversations I think someone called DAWN told you that it sounds something like menopause!!!! Take a look!!!
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