Hi i no its a late reply but i was in near enought exactly the same postion, the only difference was that it wasnt my partner telling me to have an abortion, infact it was my mum. She came round to my house where me and my boyfriend live and started crying saying if i go through with this she will not cope an she will have to move away and that shes going mad thinking about it.
i felt guilty that i was putting my mum who i love with all my heart through so much stress that i listened to her even though it was the last thing i wanted to do, i still went ahead with it in the hope that my mum would be able to sleep at night.
my partner didnt want me to have an abortion but he also didnt make me feel guilty, he constantly reassured me that it was my choice and he will stick by me no matter what, i kept telling myself reasons why the abortion would be a good idea but in my heart i knew that it wasnt what we wanted.
its now been about 2/3 months since i have had the abortion and all me an my boyfriend want is a baby, my whole life iv dreamed of being a mother an i was stupid enought to let someone take that away from me.
We are planning for a baby next year after we have been on holiday and just hope that everyone is supportive of my decision whether they like it or not.
ps. im 20 and my bf is 24 we both have stable jobs, drive and our own home.
I'm really sorry about what you have been through. I will pray for your healing. There is an organization that helps post-abortive women cope with their pain. It is called Rachel's Vineyard. God loves you!