I had just turned 19 and I already had a child that was almost 3yrs old. I was separated from her father and had been for almost 5months at this point. I had her go stay with her dad and while she was with him, he and I started rekindling our relationship just as friends. I was seeing this guy for a few months and he turned out to be crazy, he would stalk me, broke into the house I was staying in and so many other things. I found out I was pregnant shortly after I stopped seeing him. I told him I was pregnant and he flipped out on me. I decided to tell my daughters father to see if there was a possibility of him helping raise this child, he told me he wanted nothing to do with me or that child and he thought I should have an abortion. I did so on July 18th, 2008, I did the pill form abortion at home. No one knew what was wrong with me except my daughters father, he and I are still together today. I have never told him or anyone else that I wish I hadn't done it and I wonder what they would have looked like. I have since then moved to a different state and my boyfriend (the father of my daughter) are still together we even had another child together last year, a lil boy that is almost a year old. I have never forgotten about that day, one question I want to ask is " Will the pain ever go away?"
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I'm very saddened by your story. Mym other had a similar situation before she got pregnant with me. I'd say by seeing her express herself about this subject that the pain does subside one day. As with all things, time and experiences will decrease the pain.
What has this taught you about yourself? id say is a good way to reflect upon this.
take care.
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