What am I supposed to do If I live in a problematic and abusive household but no one will help? Ive come up with the solution to stab myself to death and i know i could do it but i want to give life one last chance. The only thing that gives me a reason to live is my phone. I get help and support from here. Its the only support and love i get. I live with my mom and my little sister and they both emotionally, verbally, and physically abuse me. I never get break. Ive lost all hope and all energy. Im always sick and I never go anywhere now. Stabbing myself is my only option for happiness. Its embarrassing i couldn't do anything else. My mom and I got in fight bc I was going to sleep while my mom was yelling at me about how I needed to go to sleep and she tried to take my phone and started yelling at me to get out and wouldn't get off me and started hitting me so I started hitting her back. She almost sufficated me. I called the cops but they didn't do anything so. Death is the only option. She always treats me like dirt. I cant take it anymore. My body really hurts. Ive been abused b4 for years by my old stepdad. Everyone pities my mom for having kids with mental issues, but never the actual kids. Its like if a straight allie took control of a lgbtqa+ pride parade and got all the credit. Its infuriating and exhausting. Im too tired. I just hope after I stab myself I wont die too slow. I have no one and nothing.