Hello!
I'm 15 and Bi (not sure, mostly gay). I just had the urge to masturbate with someone or suck someones penis. I don't have much guy friends and I can only think of one that I might have a chance to ''experiment'' with. I'm not quite sure about the odds though. We often talk to each other, he has other friends too though but most of the time he hangs out with me and my other girl friends (girl that are friends :-)). Though they consider me gay, well of corse I never told them that I am. Most of the time we make fun of each other and when the girls says something dirty we're the ones who gets it. I'm not sure, I read a lot about straight guys wishing to experiment with straight guys. I don't know if he's gay or straight.. but I mean why not. He's probably the dirties one in our class (just stupid and a pervert hahahaha). We all have our strange friendship.
It is still a concern because we both have our reputation in our school and of corse friendships. It can be normal but still sometimes you just have to experience things with others. Even just comparing penis size. I'm so very curious.
It also occurred to me that IF WE WERE TO DO IT, there are people everywhere. Someone might just barge in and I will probably have to kill myself before getting caught xd. Though the bathroom might be the best place to do it. I'm still not sure on how to approach him with this, since it's not just like..
''Hey can I go to your house?''
''Why?''
''So I can suck your d*ck :-D''
Is this even normal for me?
Any thought? Let me know
Typing this down made me calm down. There are numerous times that I can't control myself (ahhaha;-))
Anyways Thank to anyone who answers XD
then go find a friend that is willing to give you what you want but make sure you are both happy to give and recieve.
it seems to me that you are gay but not maybe you might need to try p***y and try having sex with a guy to see what you like better.you are most likly bi courisis