Alright im 19.. i tried magic mushrooms with a friend of mine... first of i felt wierd later on 2 hours later i totally never thought that i can think on that way just thought were comming from all sides... been  laying on the bad with parents inside lol ....i can not believe that they didnt know that i took that that night... i tried to act as much normal as i could i was watching the tv i was seeing and hearing sounds from everywhere.. it was 10-15 days ago... guys im in a big big big TROUBLE!!!!!!!! i was trying to understand the point of living i am not sure why do i live i mean my mind is completely messed up LIKE IM AN OUTSIDER cant focus i mean just thinking about suicidal thoughts i mean thats undiscrable im having paranoid attacks i mean cant sleep i was crying before going to bed each time i am not feeling secure not looking to parents like they are my parents anymore i took a rly small dose i had a good trip but now i dont feel the same i just look on an item or on a man or something and thinking what ever i do in life ill die anyways so it's not worth i aint believe in god anymore i used to believe i used to smoke pot nearly everyday 2 years im clean for 10 or more days not used anything i mean IS THERE A PERSON ON THIS PLANET WHICH CAN SOLVE MY PROBLEM IM BEGGING U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????