Hey, uhm i don't know if this is embarrassing to talk about.. But I'm 16 years old and I'm a virgin and i finger myself like maybe twice a week, so i looked down there with a hand mirror and the hole is maybe the size of a dime, maybe a little smaller, but it has 2 rips in it.... The rips aren't big.. there sort of small, is it possible that its not broken but like.. halfway there? I mean its not huge like big rips or anything and I'm really scared, Is there a chance i can still bleed during first intercourse??
It is not embarrassing stall to talk about. I think you'll be fine. I'm not sure what rips ur talking about but there are many crevices and folds down there to tell if it was something done by you or just the way you were made. Have u bled at all be from these specific spots?? I think at a young age when you begin to experiment with your body you can be a tad nervous and unsure of yourself which canead to feeling embarrassed or scared of what can happen but all in all you will be fine. I did the same thing when I was ur age. Now I'm almost twice yours and I'm still kickin. Have fun and enjoy it cause time flies. Before you kno it ull be me givin advice to youngin's whoa ain't even thought of yet. Lol.