The first day of my last period was December 24th, it lasted for 6 days then amd has not been back since. I had some spotting about 10 days ago and yesterday as well. I have had unusually sore breasts, on and off headaches, lower abdominal cramps and nausea for roughly the last week or so. I have also noticed that within the last 5days whenever I have sex, there is some brownish liquid substance that stains my underwear after. I did take a pregnancy test 4 days ago and it was a rather faint positive. The thing is I've wanted to have a child for the last 2 years but now that I've had a 'positive' result I find myself I'm so worried & hoping that I experience a chemical pregnancy. My spouse is extremely glad and pleads with me to cheer up but I can't help crying and or worry to the point where I've not had a good night sleep or had much of an appetite since finding out 4days ago. I have even gone to the extreme of researching natural 'abortificants', almost every article that I have come across has Vitamin C mentioned and I hAve bought these but I'm scared as I do not know if doing this on my own will harm me. I feel awful mentally and physically and know my considerations have been very selfish but I feel somewhat trapped. Seeing that positive hcg test made me nervous then extremely happy to tell my spouse and every minute after I've been scared. I have made an appointment with my obgyn but thAt's not until another 2 weeks and I NEED some advice between now and then.