Kolonopin/clonazepam seizure withdrawals

Hi well im very desperate!!! I have had this nervous twitch since about 18 yrs old and i was first given ativan which i thought was a miracle drug it worked wonders the twitch was gone i was able to get my life back in order so i thought.... Well in may 2006 after being on ativan .05 for bout two years and not able to get a refill i wake up to having a tonic clonic seizure omg was the most horrible thing went to the er they said they cud find nothin wrong n just gave me trileptal for seizures i cud not figure out wth happened to me until i had another one same problem n started to realize then i told my doc that i needed off that med that it was givin me seizures so i get kolonopin n again thinkin this one was goin to help me ummm wrong... Btw i have never hated a drug like i hare this one so im takin kolonopin .05 and trileptal 150 mg low doses for both n still to this day justbout same doses. I have had about 2-3 seizures per year since 2006 i want off sooooo bad i was tryin to get down since my last seizure in feb 2012 but end up gettin pregnant so mu doc said it was so dangerous to keep gettin off wit the withdrawal symptoms so i have been on .5 mg since then n since i am prego i just got another seizure sept 1 2012 because of low dose of trileptal n metabolism or sharin everything wit the babysomething like that. Im 21 weeks pregnant i just wish i cud stop it!!!! This has been so horrible i havent seen many have withdrawals like i do if i cud go back in time i wud never have touched these horrid benzos i regret it so much if ur thinkin of takinit or kno someone that is please stop them n dont do it at first its a miracle drug then down the line ruins ur life trust me i live in fear of these seizures every single day my husband n my kids have to see this n now my baby that im carrying blessings n good health to everyone