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Ok, here goes I am a 15 year old and when I am masturbating I usually think about girls etc but in about 2 years of masturbation, on 4 occasions images of gay sex pop in to my head and 2 of them were very recent. I ejaculate a lot faster when thinking about it but I hate to because I like girls. When I am not erect/masturbating the sight of a penis disgusts me but when masturbating it turns me on, is this my hormones acting up? A phase? Or am I bi-curious? When I see a man with a six pack or his penis out I have no reaction, however when I see a vagina or breasts I immediately get an erection. I watch pornography most of the time whilst masturbating because I don't want to think about gay sex because in all honesty, I don't want to be gay. So the main question is, am I bi-curious or are my hormones making me attracted to things I'm not normally attracted to?

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After some research, it appears I may have HOCD because I am afraid of the feelings and imagining being gay :S
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its alright i masturbate and think of gay porn.... and i watch


ps i am twelve
love you honey bunnnn
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It is entirely normal for males to fanasize about sexual involvement and activities with other males, particularly if their experience with females is limited (or non-existent)..

As a male yourself, your body is exploring your sexual senses, and so the only thing you have to work with is how another boy might feel to you. It's hard to imagine something else when you have little or no material ("hands-on") experience to work with.

Finding our sexual identity along the full spectrum of human sexuality is a long journey that may never be fully resolved. In other words, our evolving experiences, desires, successes and failures, emotional satisfaction and health all dictate to whom we want to see ourselves being involved -- who we will desire. It's always "in-progress" so to speak.

So, whichever way you go to find sexual pleasure and satisfaction, learn, and consider what you feel from those encounters. There are no rules; you MUST be true to who you are at any given point iin your life. Love whom you can, and good luck!

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