HI , i am nathan, i am 16 years old and i have numerous problems with my genital area, i am currently living a very good and successful life,i have a great family, we are fairly wealthier then alot of other people. i am at 6th form doing maths, chemistry, computing and biology,i am a fairly athletic person, i play tennis, golf, and go to the gym frequently, i also hang out with my best friends and just do normal stuff, go to the cinema, parties, walk around town, and some other stuff, i am going to do work experience, and get a job also to earn some money for later in life when i purchase a car, i am trying to stay organised to ensure i dont f**k anything up in life, but i do like to chill and have lazy days at half term and stuff, i have a nice girlfriend called Jessie, and we do half our lessons together which is good, i really get along with her, and weve got really close,she makes me so happy.
i know all this i have just explained sounds all good, and i am happy with it, but when u consider what i am going to say next it gets me down emotionally, its like a barrier in my life, and because of it i dont feel happy, people wonder why im not happy with all that ive got, i mean i do have high aspirations to be successful in life, have a nice house, kids, n travel the world, but as its about my genital area its really an emotional problem, Here it goes...
Their are numerous problems with my genital area including my arse, firstly i will start with hair, i have alot of hair all over my arse, it goes down to my guche, and too much hair all over my balls, and up the base of the shaft of my penis, i try to shave it but it takes ages, and just grows back.
Secondly my balls are normal size, but they feel very hard and firm when i squeeze them, my scrotum is very large! and very spoty, i have nodules all over my penis and my balls, when its fairly cold my scotum shrivles up and so does my penis, my penis reveals a thick piece of skin on the underide of the shaft, which is very prominent, it looks very strange, it only goes away when i get an erection because the skin stretches alot, when i get an erecion, my foreskin can retract fairly easily, but the end of my penis is very sensitive, i cannot put it under the water coming from the shower head, it stings, i can expose it in the bath which is ok, if i dont retract the foreskin for a long time, the pens becomes smelly like fish, and cheese, when i get an erection my penis increases dramtically in size, about 2.5 times larger,from about 3 inches to about 6 and a half, my penis goes rock sold when im erect almost pointing vertically, i get an erection every morning which is very stressful after about 2 years, also on the skin near the tip of my penis, very prominent veins are visible, which look fairly wierd,
With all this taken into consideration i do get really stressed with life beacause of it, i want to move things on with my girlfriend but cannot do so until i get alot of it sorted out, i have never performed a sexual act so its not any sexually transmitted disease, my penis and balls have been like this for 2 years now, i havnt seen or told any1 about it, but i realise if i dont do anything about it i will ruin my life, il lose confidence, lose my girlfriend, id end up suicidal, and after some long thinking at home for the past few weeks i realise i dont want to end my life, i shud just go to the doctor and do what i can about it, free myself to the world, and make the most out of this short and only life.
Can any1 just tell me its ok, i am very strong as a person but i need some reasssurance that its normal, how cn so many things be wrong with my genital area, i feel like im one in a billion, different from every1 else i want a happy life, i strive for happiness, i hope it will come
i know all this i have just explained sounds all good, and i am happy with it, but when u consider what i am going to say next it gets me down emotionally, its like a barrier in my life, and because of it i dont feel happy, people wonder why im not happy with all that ive got, i mean i do have high aspirations to be successful in life, have a nice house, kids, n travel the world, but as its about my genital area its really an emotional problem, Here it goes...
Their are numerous problems with my genital area including my arse, firstly i will start with hair, i have alot of hair all over my arse, it goes down to my guche, and too much hair all over my balls, and up the base of the shaft of my penis, i try to shave it but it takes ages, and just grows back.
Secondly my balls are normal size, but they feel very hard and firm when i squeeze them, my scrotum is very large! and very spoty, i have nodules all over my penis and my balls, when its fairly cold my scotum shrivles up and so does my penis, my penis reveals a thick piece of skin on the underide of the shaft, which is very prominent, it looks very strange, it only goes away when i get an erection because the skin stretches alot, when i get an erecion, my foreskin can retract fairly easily, but the end of my penis is very sensitive, i cannot put it under the water coming from the shower head, it stings, i can expose it in the bath which is ok, if i dont retract the foreskin for a long time, the pens becomes smelly like fish, and cheese, when i get an erection my penis increases dramtically in size, about 2.5 times larger,from about 3 inches to about 6 and a half, my penis goes rock sold when im erect almost pointing vertically, i get an erection every morning which is very stressful after about 2 years, also on the skin near the tip of my penis, very prominent veins are visible, which look fairly wierd,
With all this taken into consideration i do get really stressed with life beacause of it, i want to move things on with my girlfriend but cannot do so until i get alot of it sorted out, i have never performed a sexual act so its not any sexually transmitted disease, my penis and balls have been like this for 2 years now, i havnt seen or told any1 about it, but i realise if i dont do anything about it i will ruin my life, il lose confidence, lose my girlfriend, id end up suicidal, and after some long thinking at home for the past few weeks i realise i dont want to end my life, i shud just go to the doctor and do what i can about it, free myself to the world, and make the most out of this short and only life.
Can any1 just tell me its ok, i am very strong as a person but i need some reasssurance that its normal, how cn so many things be wrong with my genital area, i feel like im one in a billion, different from every1 else i want a happy life, i strive for happiness, i hope it will come