my bf of 5 years and live in an apartment for 5 months now and he saw and KEPT my old letter addressed to my ex
(which i NEVER meant to send, this is the kind of letters girls usually do to release stress to be able to move forward)
he was OVERLY jealous and paranoid that i still love my ex and that we are seeing each other behind his back (WHICH NEVER CAME ACROSS MY MIND)i love my bf now so much that he's the one i want to be married and grow old with.
he's also ainto habitual drinking beers- and he calls me names when ever he's drunk but loving and sweet when he's sober.
the other day i caught him preparing paraphernalias for metaamphetamine hydrochloride (a.k.a shabu) and i was really shocked. because he is a teacher and he used to advise his students not to do drugs. now he's saying that he was doing it because of my ex (i dumped my 1-week long ex bf because i learned that he was doing drugs) and that he wanted to try it and keep me satisfied sexually. he's in his early 30's and im in my late 20s and i dont see the point why he needs to try it.now he is threatening to break up with me because he said i still love my ex and that i give MORE Consideration and more love and understanding for ex. (by the way, i wrote the letter 2 YEARS before i met my bf then almost 4 months of courtship)my bf also has kids and a wife which he never told me about until his wife harrased my mom after a year of being in a relationshipp with my bf. is his behavior something caused by the drugs he was using or he is just plain paranoid? i am so confused and i love him so much. he's the guy i have loved, trusted and been with. please help me,,,,
(which i NEVER meant to send, this is the kind of letters girls usually do to release stress to be able to move forward)
he was OVERLY jealous and paranoid that i still love my ex and that we are seeing each other behind his back (WHICH NEVER CAME ACROSS MY MIND)i love my bf now so much that he's the one i want to be married and grow old with.
he's also ainto habitual drinking beers- and he calls me names when ever he's drunk but loving and sweet when he's sober.
the other day i caught him preparing paraphernalias for metaamphetamine hydrochloride (a.k.a shabu) and i was really shocked. because he is a teacher and he used to advise his students not to do drugs. now he's saying that he was doing it because of my ex (i dumped my 1-week long ex bf because i learned that he was doing drugs) and that he wanted to try it and keep me satisfied sexually. he's in his early 30's and im in my late 20s and i dont see the point why he needs to try it.now he is threatening to break up with me because he said i still love my ex and that i give MORE Consideration and more love and understanding for ex. (by the way, i wrote the letter 2 YEARS before i met my bf then almost 4 months of courtship)my bf also has kids and a wife which he never told me about until his wife harrased my mom after a year of being in a relationshipp with my bf. is his behavior something caused by the drugs he was using or he is just plain paranoid? i am so confused and i love him so much. he's the guy i have loved, trusted and been with. please help me,,,,
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