First off, I would like to thank everyone who replied to my last discussion topic.
An update, my girlfriend and I have been doing much better but now she did leave for New York and I am a little concerned. As I mentioned before, she was diagnosed with Bipolar II and does like her space. I know she has never cheated on me but we haven't been intimate in months. My problem is, I had to find a way to contact her and I did get in touch with her today. I asked her to call me tonight and she said she was going to walk around New York and possibly go to her girlfriends for dinner. She said she would contact me either tonight or tomorrow, when she wasn't busy. She is doing an internship for school, so she can graduate and landed this opportunity in New York, through a friend of hers. She hasn't replied to my email and I don't want to call her at the place where she is doing her internship because I don't want her to look unprofessional. When she told me that she might be busy, walking around New York and/or going to her friends for dinner, she sensed the disappointment in my voice and came back with, "don't jump to conclusions, I am enjoying myself and I don't want you to think the worst". I can't help but wonder, what's really more important? I just don't want her to hide anything from me and with the Bipolar II, I really want to trust her and not question what she's doing but with what I've read about what other people have done, diagnosed with Bipolar II, I am somewhat concerned! My question is, do I believe what she tells me she was doing or do I suspect something?
Please help me with my insecurities!
Also, is it me that she hasn't been attracted to or can it be the medication?
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