Hi. I am a 21 year old guy. I started smoking weed when I was 20, and I literally smoked it everyday for about a full year, maybe a few months shy. Recentely I took shrooms for the first time, about 2 or 3 weeks ago. I had 2 trips, one on a Friday, another on Saturday. My first trip was very eye opening and inspiring. My second trip was the same, but included a nasty feeling of paranoia, which prompted me to dispose of the shrooms afterwards.
I continued just smoking weed after taking the shrooms. Then I started up a new semester at school, and stopped smoking for about 4 days or so. Again, I went to smoke weed, only this time, when I smoked, it was like being high again for the first time, but with a horrid feeling of paranoia and fear added into it. I am a controlled epileptic through medications, but I started having very real fears of having a seizure-this time when I had gotten high it was almost like a bad trip on shrooms. I shrugged it off, telling myself I was just making myself nervous and uncomfortable. The next day I tried smoking again and the paranoia was even worse. There was a moment where I literally felt as if I had lost my mind.
I suppose my question is this-Have the shrooms changed the makeup of my brain to the point where weed will always feel this way? Or was my tolerance just severly thrown off from the brief 4 day break? I am at the point where I don't even think I need weed or anything else anymore, I feel as if I have arrived mentally to where I wanted to be, if that makes sense.
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