It’s hard living with strict toxic parents. Of course I’m held responsible for my actions but it’s my parents that should guide and lead me not judge or push me down. I’m so sick and tired of being judged, nit picked and snapped at for who I am. This would be different if I was on drugs, having unprotected sex, drag racing, etc. but no, this is over refusing to eat groundhog, going back for seconds at a meal because I’m still hungry, getting lectured and downed for not wanting to play a sport, etc. They are trying to shape me into what THEY want me to be. Not who I am. I’ve had a lot of respect for my parents over the years and I’ve been a good daughter to them. I’m thankful/will thank them for the things they HAVE taught me and showed me but I still have missed out/lack knowledge on certain things because of their ways and that will always be a part of me. I’m about to be 16. I’m still not allowed to have social media, go on actual dates, drive around with friends, and I’m not allowed to get my license until I’m 18. This is the one thing that caused major anxiety and depression problems. I’m missing out on being a teenager and by the time I get privileges and freedom it’ll be too late. I’ll have college, work, bills. I won’t have time to ride around with my friends or hang out at Sonic. Any advice to get through these last but surely tough years?  *I’ve tried getting close to them, I’ve tried everything*