When I was 7 years old I had the tendency of touching myself down there and pulling my vagina lips. As years passed by, I kept on doing it.. Until one day I realized that my vagina wasn't as it was before. I don't like it's colors and how big the lips are.. When I wear an underwear it seems to hurt me.. I have a boyfriend who I love a lot, and we've made love more than once but he hasn't seen how it looks like.. I'm scared for him to do so but I really don't want to keep on doing the same thing. I want to experience new things but I am worried that he will get disgusted and even though he might keeps his thoughts to himself, still think about it. I feel like something is wrong with me. I went to this website that had a bunch of different types of vaginas. In the inside of mine, it feels like there's things that are somewhat blocking the path. It feels bumpy and it also has tiny 'bumps' in the outside. I can't explain nor do I want to go to the doctor because I am too embarrassed. :( (Btw there's no way I will have surgery!!)
Your vagina's lips are dark?.. How old are you?