I am 49 years old, have no brothers nor sisters, lost my mother to cancer when I was 19, all grand arents are dead, my dad & i are not very close so im retty much on my own. The last straw was when my husband of 24 years became addicted to illicit drugs, alcohol & other women. I left because of abuse. I want to move on with my life but wont even date. I have been single for 7 years now. I have abandonment issues, loss issues, I cry all the time at a funny movie, music, hay coules i see. Ive taken axil, elavil, etc... but they quit working after awhile. I just want the right doctor for this. I do not wish to be exerimented on. Can you hel....
Hello,
I know how you feel when you say you don't want to be experimented on - my doctor told me himself that is the way they treat - they guess which medication and which dose will work for you. Depression and fear for all these years get though, but at some point you just have to decide to try to deal with it and not carry on with the next they same as the every other day. And I'm telling you this having experienced no effect and almost anorexic weight loss on antidepressant - if you can get a good doctor, this might help you to get things going in teh right direction.
Wish you all the best,
Nicole