why do I have such bad separation anxiety? when ever my mom goes some were where I cannot see her I start crying and text and call her then if she does not answer I start crying so bad to were I can't even breath! I think I am still in shock because a like 4 weeks ago my mom and dad went some were and I stayed home, but then they didn't answer any texts or anything, they were gone for 3 hours with no contact, it is not their fault but I thought my mom was not going to come home. My older brother was a big help he stayed with me until they came home, but I began scream crying and while my brother was leaving to go see if the neighbor could lend us her phone my mom was back. every time she leaves my sight I begin thinking of that day and then I get worried. I pray that I will die 2 seconds before her and I tell my self that I would be nothing and I would die without her. every couple minutes or so I will say mom and if she does not respond I start crying really bad. every few minutes or so I think about that Friday morning were I thought she was not coming home. and it scares me, I go with her every were and some times my eyes water up just by thinking of that one day. she said that she would take my brother and I to a doctor to talk about things but some things I feel odd saying infront of my dad brother and mom but I feel odd asking for them to leave the room. and about every time I play or watch tv or something I get scarde and look to see if she is ok. Some times when I think to my self that I will stay home when she goes some were or something a thought comes in my head that says she will not be ok if I do. please help me thank you