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Am I suicidal or not, need help

By KLS 15159537 | 1 post, last post
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KLS 15159537

I’m not sure if I am suicidal or not. Things haven’t been going well in my life, my mom died from cancer, my dad has a new girl friend and is always gone, my girl friend and I are fighting, sometimes I feel like I can’t even trust her. I feel like she is cheating on me and I know that isn’t healthy at all. My school work isn’t good at all. I just don’t know what to do. Sometimes I feel like sticking a gun up to my head and pulling the trigger and ending it all. Hey, at least I have my mom to see after I am dead, or knowing my life I will go straight to hell. I want to die more then I want to live at times. I feel no one will care if I’m dead, not even the closest people in my life. And no, I am not an emo sh*t head looking for attention. I just want help, and answers from people how might listen.

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getfunky7973418

hey man, calm down a bit, I know and I can understand you how you feel, its like the whole world is turning against you, and you want to die. I pass from these things. I have passed from similar things you mentioned in your post. I have depression my friend carrying this monster for at least 5 years now , along with many symptoms of anxiety, nights sweats, fear of nothing, afraid to leave the house, nausea, dizzy and crying spells, feeling like im passing out, insomnia, numbness in head, heart palpitations, body twitching, nightmares, hot flashes and cold chills, vision shakes, vision spots, sensitive to lights and sounds, tinnitus(ringing in both ears).

I found some relief with exercise my friend. Join a group like a gym or something, or go running in the morning it helps eleviates the symptoms.Do not stay alone or at home , because you get lazy and you finish up in a bed for the rest of your life so socialize brother and live day by day. Tomorrow no one knows it. Cheers mate!!!


best regards
Gil
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