Hello. I am a 25 year old female and I have been on methadone for 6 months. I started at 15mgs and worked my way up to 40. I was ok at about 20-25mgs but was chasing the high and realized at 40 that it only lasts a few days, so once I was up at 40 I felt pretty dum, and felt this crazy need to get off. I stopped last tues and since have been taking 20mg oxys to avoid withdrawal. for the first 5 days i was poppin like 10 to 15 and i was getting high, just feeling better. the last 5 days ive been on 5, to 4, and then 3. This was my whole theory. I thought for the first 8 to 11 days I'd take Oxys and that would switch my addiction to Oxys and since i'd detoxed off them more times than I can count, I know what was to come and be ok in about 4 days. Well clearly I was wrong! I'm 10 days in and I started my detox this morn. I feel desperate. And the symptoms and different from the Oxys. Is it possible that I am still detoxing from the methadone?Any advice! Or anyone who lives in Toronto maybe can help me get a few more pills!!??
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