Hello all,
Ive struggled with addiction a good portion of my life. I started taking pills when I was 17....I am 27 now. I was very addicted to Norco for about 7 years....just recently in the last year have quit taking those. However, when I get cravings for those, I have been taking Tramadol and have found that I am now addicted to that. I also smoke half a pack to a full pack of cigarettes a day. I KNOW that now I have NO CHOICE but to stop both things. But naturally, without having a drug problem, I suffer from generalized anxiety. It got significantly worse when I was withdrawing from the Norco. I KNOW that my anxiety will peak and increase when I choose to stop, which is in the next day. I have some anxiety medicine that I have been holding onto , and I do not know if it will be beneficial to take which I am withdrawing (it is ativan and I only have about a weeks worth. I only took them at night for sleeping anyways).
ANYWAYS, my whole point of this post is this.....what effects and problems am I causing my baby right now by taking these tramadols? what about smoking? what about if I choose to take the ativan (1 .5mg pill at bedtime)? I am really concerned about what effects I am doing to my baby, but I also have to think about myself and my well being right? I dont want to sound selfish....this is just awful. Any help would be GREATLY appreciated....PLEASE.