Hi so I'm 23 years old and I just found out today I was pregnant for the 4th time. The first time I found out I was 18. I was too young, no job, no money and just out of high school so I had it terminated it was the most painful thing I ever had to go through. The second time I found out I was 20 and I didn't know who the father was and still in the same situation jobless, no car, no nothing so I had another. Now this third time I was 22, and it was with my ex boyfriend at the time and we both agreed we weren't ready even tho I wanted to keep it, I knew it wasn't the right time in my life to do so. Now I'm 23 and pregnant again, I'm so scared to put my body and mental health through another one, but I'm still here with no car, no job, and no money or place to raise this baby, and the guy that it's with doesn't want me to have it either. I'm just so disappointed in myself that I let this happen a 4th time. I want to keep it or give it up for adoption but I don't know if I even have the strength to do that. I'm so scared and stressed out. I just need some guidance and help. Like how many abortions can a woman have before it's too much on there body? How do I find a good adoption agency? How do I tell my parents I let this happen again!? I'm just so confused so many questions and concerns are running through my mind