Hi, I took the abortion pill last saturday and miscarried the fetus the same day. I was and still am very emotional and depressed about the situation and feel as if there are repressed feelings of guilt and regret. Four days after the abortion my boyfriend and I went out to the bar to get our minds off of everything. I had been feeling fine no heavy or excessive bleeding or cramping so I figured it wouldn't hurt to go out. However, we both drank more than anticipated, I guess as a stupid way to drown our feelings. That night when we got home intoxicated out of our minds we had unprotected sex out of habbit and he came inside me. I do not blame my actions on alcohol, fear or emotions. I blame it on stupidity and lack of self control. I do not need any negetive critism to make me feel bad, I already feel worse than you or anyone else can imagine. I just need guidance. I know I put myself at risk for infection, did I also put myself at risk of another pregnancy?
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