Hi. I'm a 15 year old boy who is extremely confused about his sexuality. Up until about two years ago, I thought I was straight but now I don't know. At about 13,, I started to watch porn. Straight porn. It wasn't doing the job. Couldn't even get a boner. I started to watch gay porn and got a boner immediately and I was able to cum almost right away. I've never been able to jerk off to straight porn & girl-on-girl disgusts me whereas gay porn arouses me. Soon after, I started becoming attracted to guys and physical attractions to girls stopped for the most part. I've been caught with a boner in a change room at schooland my best friend noticed me taking a sneak peek in the showers. Am I gay?
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Hi Guest,
I can't answer as to whether or not you're gay. Only you know deep inside how you feel.
You say you are confused, so you aren't certain. Your actions at least indicate that you're curious about males, whether that means you want to have sex with them is something you don't say.
Just looking doesn't mean you're gay. Looking at other males doesn't mean that you aren't straight. You probably already got teased by your friend about peeking at someone else.
If you are just curious about other males, that's normal. We, as a society, tend to hide a lot of things and there is a lot of confusion out there. That's OK.
I would say cut out the porn. There was a recent study that indicates that it changes the way we think.
One question, your best friend saw you peeking, so he knows. Would you like to do anything with him?
I think it'll help you answer your initial question.
Regardless, no matter what you decide it is OK.
Hope it helps.
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Yes... and it doesn't matter. Do what you want and what you feel. You can't stop what you feel in any event. You will respect yourself more, and other will too.
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