Hello, I'm 15 years and I'm really confused on my Sexuality. When I was 13 I experimented with sexuality and I felt weird and odd so I stopped experimenting. Not until I was 14 I started to feel attracted to the Male body, I've been thinking about my Sexuality for a little more then a year now and I'm still confused. I have nothing against Homosexual people, They're great people but for some reason a part of me doesn't want to admit I'm Homosexual. I'm only attracted to one girl as she's not feminine but for all the other girls I don't feel attracted to them. I grew up with a lot of girls and was always around boobs and vaginas, I never found them attractive but when I saw Men naked, In their underwear or yet even just wearing no shirt. I got an erection instantly and was so embarrassed. I think the part of me that doesn't want to admit I'm Homosexual is that I'm worried I won't find a partner, I'm not all about having a relationship every single week but just in the future I feel like I won't meet someone who I can be with. Anyways sorry for making this a little long but if there's anyone who I can talk to about this, It would really help.
Discovering your sexuality is part puberty and for some the problem can be coming to terms with being gay. The answer is often already known but because of what is expected by others or worrying about how others will react it can be difficult to admit being gay. If not already known the day will come when you are absolutely sure about your sexuality and as you know already who your attracted to naturally can't be changed no matter how hard a person tries to dismiss the feelings. Checking into seeing what LGBT services are available in your area or at your school may help you come to terms with your sexuality if your comfortable with doing that. As far as for relationships you will find the person that is right for you. Your right gay people are great people and there is nothing wrong with being gay so it may just come down to you not being confused about your sexuality but maybe struggling with accepting your sexuality your the only one that truly knows the answer. So when your ready maybe working on just being comfortable with yourself the way you are that may help you to come to terms with your sexuality.