I am a 13 year old female and im scared. I had a major panic attack this summer where i was breathing but back then i didnt know what it was. It went on for about an hour because i had no idea what was going on and it felt like i had to get up and go some where but i didnt know where. Now school has started and its worse. I am constantly dizzy. Feels like im going to fall or die when i have the dizzy spells. Then i start looking up causes and things like cancer stuff popped up and that made it worse. It seem like right after i look up causes i get the other symptoms that go with them. That makes me even scareder. I went to the emergency and they said it might be anxiety but then the doctor came in and said it but he said i should get a CT scan but i shouldnt because its to much radiation on a small brain. That scared me even more then i started breathing hard and said no. Then they said well go to your primary care doctor so we did the following day. She said its probably anxiety all my blood test came back negative. So she said i should go see a sychologist. Im happy to go see the doctor for my anxiety. I seems like the only person that calms me down is my boyfriend but hes not always with me. I missed 5 days of school in a row. My grades where A's now they are D's. But now i dont care it seems like why try your going to die anywways. I remember when i was at school at lunch. I was having a good time then a voice in my head said "dont have to much fun your dieing". So for the rest of that day i was quiet. Ok since the first time my hungAr has went to poop i use to eat for fun now i feel like why eat. Its like my brain is giving a question to everything. Seems like i always get the opposite to wat i want in life. Heres all my sypmtoms. Dizziness, head aches, changes in hungar from time to time, thoughts of death, coldness, shaking from the coldness even thought the room might be hot, heavy head ( i have a big head ), thoughts of giving up, change in eye vision from time to time. I didnt have low blood sigar till my brain asked why even eat ur dieing. The primary care doctor says i dont need a ct scan because thats the cause for my dizziness. But its been going on way before i didnt want to eat. Well around the same time. I dont think im stressed i feel more like im high some times. ( i dont smoke). But tell me what might be wrong and wat i need to do to work this out. I want to feel like i use to im so sick of crying so much.