Please talk to someone about this. Because this is beyond normal. Talk to someone at your school, a teacher or a social worker and they know what to do.
And what you're saying is normal? Young kids don't screw or suck or touch each other. These are just turned on little kids without parental guidance. Then they get older and have a lot of psychological issues. One knows for sure of their sexuality when they can reason with an adult mind.
I'm a 20 y/o guy and I never got to really experiment a whole lot with other guys, but when I was a sophomore in high school, I got to be in a circle jerk in the locker room showers after swimming for gym class. I was shy, so I stuck to just masturbating while others actually did anal and blow jobs. I kinda wish I tried oral and anal. I'm curious for sure still. I felt good being bigger than most of the guys in the class.
At the age of 12, a friend of mine went to our house for a sleepover. We began to talk about sex stuff until we end up comparing our penises. He was 7 months older than me and two inches taller. His penis was over 4 inches in length while mine is a little bit shorter than 4 inches. He got a patch of curly pubic hair at the base of his penis while I got some few fine and straight hairs about quarter of an inch long. We both admitted that we are masturbating and able to ejaculate as well.
We agreed to masturbate together just for the sake of curiosity (I have not jack off while someone is watching or have seen someone jacking off) sake. Sitting on the floor face to face we began to rub our penises to the point of orgasm. I ejaculated first and within a minute my friend also shoot his semen.
This becomes a routine in every sleepover with him. One time I invited him for a sleepover, my cousin (3 years older than us) was also staying for a week at our place. Late that night, I was surprised when my cousin took out a porn dvd and portable dvd player in his backpack. There was a tv in my room but no dvd player. He told us to keep it a secret and we nodded. While watching the film he strips his shorts and boxers, he said want to jack off so bad (rubbing his 6 inch and a half hard penis) and he told us if we can join him too. He also ask if we can give him a blowjob, we agreed only if he do us to. This pleasure was all but new to me at that time and it felt different from jacking off. As I signaled for my nearing climax, my cousin let my penis out of his mouth and he began to jerk my penis while he open his mouth to cath my semen. I shoot 4 volleys of aemen inside his mouth (which he swallows eagerly ) and rest two drops flows at the tip of my penis. My friend also shoots his semen but my cousin was not yet prepared for it, so it overflows inside his mouth. We also gave him a blowjob as a part of our agreement and he squirted all his semen on my friend's face and my chest. It was all for fun and experience.
After that event I still have several mutual masturbation encounters with boys, teens and men.
I started out very confused about my sexual identity. Before puberty, I seemed more attracted to girls than boys. During, and after puberty, I pretty much leaned either way, and identified as bi-sexual even though up until this point I had not had full on sex with either gender. It was mostly making out, fondling, rubbing, oral sex and that kind of thing. At around 14 years old I was introduced by a friend to a boy (Kirk) who went to a different Jr High than me but in the same town as me. If there ever was such a thing as "love at first sight" this was it, or maybe I should say "lust" at first sight. We both seemed very attracted to, and infatuated with each other as we locked eyes. Kirk had long dirty blonde hair, gray eyes, and a wide toothy smile. He was slight in build and although he was 2 months older than me, he could easily pass as a 10 year old. I was also smaller than average for 14 but bigger than Kirk. I had long light brown hair, blue eyes and a slight overbite. We both seemed to know where this new friendship was heading. The first night we met we became fast friends and he asked me to stay over. When we got to his house I called my mom and asked if I could stay over and she agreed. It seemed odd at the time, but we both knew what was gonna happen. Kirk asked if I would be ok sleeping in his bed with him and I agreed. He turned on the TV and we both began undressing. All we were wearing were tee shirts, surf shorts, and flip flops, standard wardrobe for skate boarder/surfers in the late 70's in southern Florida. We both tried not looking at each other as we took off our shorts. Kirk dis-appeared into the bathroom in his room for a minute. When he retuned I could smell the scent of baby powder. He turned off the light and dropped his shorts and joined me in bed. We both lay there nervously for what seemed like an eternity. Eventually I made the first move and slowly rubbed his hip and moved toward his penis. I felt the dry baby powder on his penis as I rubbed it. This broke the ice and seconds later we were all over each other like turned on teenagers. We kissed, fondled, rubbed, stroked, petted, and licked each other. Kirk laid on top of me and straddled my torso like a baby and started humping up and own against me. Our penis's rubbed against each other. I squeezed, rubbed, and massaged Kirk's little butt. After about a minute of heavy breathing and making out, we both reached orgasm, and both ejaculated on each other at the same time! I had never, ever, felt an orgasm like that up until that point. Our friendship grew even stronger and even though we both continued dating girls afterward. We continued however to maintain our special relationship with each other and had all kinds of sexual adventures since that time.