I am fifteen years old and the first time i smoiked pot i was only 12 years old. Ever since I have smoked, at first I didnt smoke that much when i was younger and then their came a time period in my life where i smoked everyday. Now i smoke only when im around it, and im not around it a lot but i guess I would say im around it too much. I can barely remember what it felt like the first couple times i smoked. Other than that I just kinda felt like I was in a movie or something and everything around me just seemed different but i felt good and happy. Now when i smoke weed I feel so weird. I get weird thoughts. This is kinda hard to explain, but I started to feel like I was not apart of my body, like i was inside my body but i wasnt apart of it, i would look at my hands and my body and just feel like they werent mine. I would start to over think things, i almost to start to feel like my eyes have been opened and I look at my life differently like in a bad way. LIke my life is so screwed up and i dont know whats real or not. If im around people i get nervous because my thoughts over come me. Like I cant control what my thoughts are, and i just wanna get out of the situation and go home and eat and go to sleep so I can wake up and feel normal again. Anybody else get this way??