Ok im ,14 , i was smoking weed one day after ive been smoking like 10 bowls a day for almost a year i had a very bad panic attack. I ignored it and smoked again the next day after i smoked i felt like i was in a dream all day. Ever since that day ive been feeling like im in a dream or if im watching a movie or if im disconnected from my body. Ive been like this for about 4 months now it seems longer because ive been going through a hard time. I really need help, im not the same anymore. I used to go places everyday with friends or my girlfriend. Now i dont wanna do nything but stay in my room , but unfortunatly i have to go to school wich makes me have pabic attacks because i get scared that I something might happen to me when im there. I hate this feeling. I regret smoking with everything ive got, i just wish i could go back ro normal and i would be so happy. I wouldnt dare think of touching weed again. I just wanna know will this ever go away , or will i be like this for the rest of my life?? Plzzzzz help /: