Hi, i am a 19 year old girl and have been straight my whole life. i never thought i would ever be confused about my sexuality but about 5 months ago a thought came into my head what if i was gay , and havent been able to get rid of it since. I have had a few boyfriends and its been great and loved being in sexual relationships with them. Since these thoughts came i had been seeing another guy and everytime i was with him i felt like me again and the thoughts would disapear. i only ever looked at girls in a 'oh shes pretty' way. but nothng more. ANd now my thoughts make me look at there bodies and everything asnd it makes me feel so uncomforatble and i dont know weather im attracted to them or if its just my thoughts. i hate it so much, i feel like i dont want to do anything anymore. i believe that im straight and i want to be, but these thoughs have ruined my life and i just want them to go away. i dont want to be gay. My brothers gay and hes awesome and we would always go out and check out all the guys , and now im scared that my attraction for them has gone away :( i never thought this would be something id worry about. Please let me know your answers thank you.
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