Gay porn can turn me on. I am confused about my orientation

wow man...me too with every word.

You saying it's confusing means that you are straight. There's a thing that every man or women goes through. It's usually at the start of adolescence. It's called "hero worship". What it is, is that no matter what your sexuality is , sex is sex and it's going to turn anyone on no matter you sexuality.

I, like many do, believe that everyone is somewhere along the sexual spectrum from 100% gay to 100% straight. Many of us continue to be arousable, to coin a phrase, by the same sex, and that often plays into our heterosexual activities. I'm sure the reverse is true as well. Our sexuality evolves and adjusts as we mature, but we retain strong influences from our infancy and early childhood. Your attraction to males, for example may stem from a long forgotten feeling you had as a baby when you were placed on a man's body, perhaps, or bathed together. Likely you were naked, or you might both have been naked, and it printed an indelible feeling in your young mind, that is now being conjured up at the sight of other men -- seen through the "lens" of your adult sexual needs.  Don't sabotage your sexual feelings by worrying that you are feeling something you "shouldn't", or NOT feeling something you should. Our sexuality is a very delicate mix of sensations, memories and desires. Try to accept, enjoy and explore the feelings and sensations you experience, without expectations as to whether you should or shouldn't feel them. They are all part of you, and do not have to be in conflict. They don't make you "weird", or "sick". You need not express these things out loud to anyone you are with sexually, unless you believe you can be that kind of intimate with them. The things that turn you on secretly are yours and yours alone. They are special to who you are, and need not be shared with anyone. This does not mean they are "wrong" or "deviant" in any way. You may even find that that special person is ALSO turned on by exploring the same kinds of "opposites" as you. Anyone who judges you negatively for the things you feel is not likely to be someone who should be in your life for very long anyway.

Finally, remember this -- when it comes to making love with someone, to loving someone else, it really doesn't matter what "bits" are on the outside, does it? Everyone wants to feel loved, special and attractive in someone else's eyes. Be a kind, gentle and considerate lover -- whomever you are with, and you should get the same in return.

I suffer from so ocd
I was diagnosed by a psychiatrist, I still dont believe I have it lol
but thank you everyone for your comments here it made me feel better thank you

I applaud your honest appraisal of the situation, and your courageous statement about yourself. Don't let the intense reaction of some here deter you from exploring your own sexuality with a clear head, and an open mind -- as you seem to possess. Good luck in your young journey!

I’ve always considered myself as being straight, only find girls attractive. I’ve only been with girls. I’ve watched gay and bi porn and it’s a turn on. I can get off to it. Just the physical, sexual side not in a kissing romantic relationship. I’m 31 and married and now think I’m bicurious. Wife is open to 3 way but hasn’t happened. Idk what to do.

I totally get this and share your feelings was always straight in every way , not interested in hugging kissing etc. but the sexuality of it is a turn on. I find male anatomy very arousing.