I am currently on the methadome program for the second time . The first time i was on methadome i still had massive pain , sweats and shakes and reallly bad stomach pain my doctor put me up a few mgs and it kinda actually made it abit worse then he took me down a couple mgs cause he thought i might have been on to high of a dosage . and now im on it the second time and im still having pain , sweating , gets really agravated . I Really wanna go to a rehab but they say methadose is the hardest thing to ever come off of , my friends tryed giving methadome up and then ended up in the hospital , What im thinking about doing is quitting my methadome , putting in a referal to the grace centre (rehab centre ) and quit methadome and go to a doctor and get pescriped to as low a dosage as possible that i wount be in pain every second of the day , im so tired of this . ever since i got on this program ive had sucidual thought that i told my doctor and physcitrist . and i think thats the best way to do it cause then im coming off oxys not methadome and it will be wasy less pain and pain is what im afraid of , i want out of everything i dont want to be on any medication . im 20 years old my teeth are rotting and falling out becuse of the methadome , it rotts your teeth out over time and im so ashmed of my teeth and i have no money to fix then cause its thousands of dollards . do you think thats a good idea i got set up? im open to any kind of advice ! please and thank you