listen...i've struggled through opiates and then got dependent on methadone(worst drug EVER), ill leave it at that. some time in march, i gave it all up. i quit. i've had it. i put myself through hell because for all of us users, that's exactly what we deserve. i've been on this page many a times looking for hope and never found any...and i realize why, coz once we recover, we never look back. we never come back here to conclude our stories. 

i made a full recovery and i am in tip top shape, healthier than i think i've ever been. It's the tail end of june now...and i can safely say that i've been in mint condition since mid-may. after some time, i stopped coming on here entirely because...i didn't have a reason to. i come back now to tell you that all the effort, all the time, all the heart you put into this, is worth it. 

one lingering effect remains, i still struggle with sleep from time to time. but i live an active and healthy lifestyle now and i will never revert to the path that damn near killed me. 

my recovery improved significantly once i got my lazy self to go to the gym. i'm not even going to go into detail about the benefits of exercise because its THAT damn obvious. 

stay strong.