hiv?? did get it?

few days ago i bought a masturbator from a stag shop. as i bought it i noticed it was open before so i asked the worker over there tat has it been used before. but she said no, all of there items are new and they dont accept return all of their sales are final
this wat she said to me. so i took it home and just rinse it inside and out with some warm water not with soap just warm water. as the hole was really small i just put some water inside and shook it and threw rinse it out. then i used it, but now after an hour or two. my mind played games at me tat i have aid now and i am about to die, so i start having this funny feeling on my left side and i am sleeping a lot i feel fatigue and some burning sensation and feel like vomiting. and so unhappy feel like crying always, i cant do nothing just think about hiv gives me the shivers. i threw tat masturbator. please tell me wat is wrong with me. is it my subconscious or i have caught it?? and yes before masturbating i used a stud spray on my penis.