This is insanely embarrassing so please please do not post rude answers. I'm just looking for help! (And wondering if any one else has done this)
I have a somewhat large stuffed-animal tiger named Sarge. He's about as long as from my hips down to my feet. For some reason I talk to him like he's real and I sleep with him every night along with a few other stuffed animals. A few years ago when I was about 11 maybe I started nursing my smaller stuffed animals. I started believing that they were our children. (our as in me and Sarge) Crazy i know. This has started up again recently and I'm almost 16 now. Around that time when i was about 11 I started having feelings for my tiger as if I was in love with him, I'm not sure if I actually am or if i'm just pretending that i am? I know that some people hump their stuffed animals but i made him hump me, (the other way around). I would put his tail between his legs as if it were that body part, lie down in my bed (at night) and put him on top of me and use my hand to make him hump me. I would usually do this after I 'nursed' the other animals. Heck I'd even make out with him. I tried a bunch of different positions with him. I knew it was wrong and I stopped for a few years but it's started back up again quite recently and I'm really worried. I mean, I'm a normal girl! I love hanging out with my friends, I'm an honors student, I'm obedient to my parents, it's just this thing is freaking me out. I don't know why I have the urge to do it, but I do :( Help!!!
I think you are fine. It's just that you have urges at this point in your life that started when you were ten or 11 that you have a hard time satisfying; some sexual and some emotional. First you came to notice yourself as a sexual being whether or not you admitted it to yourself or not but because of your age and what you have been taught, you couldn't get intimate with a boy so you used your imagination to satisfy your urges. This is fine and normal. You probably quit out of guilt but when you became 16 your inner needs were greater than your guilt and you start again, cause it filled a need. I have done something similar using stuffed animals and other things to find sexual pleasure since I was 10. I started masturbating at the age of 6 but I stopped at around 9 cause I heard it was wrong. But I overcame that and started back at 10. It was guilt that stopped me. You have chosen one particular stuffed animal that you talk to. This seems to be related to a need to have a relationship in order to have sexual pleasure and maybe you were taught that you should only have sex or sexual pleasure when you are married. Fantasy is a good thing and can give you release from the stresses of life. As long as your fantasies don't get in the way of your life and your real relationships I think you will be ok. Enjoy yourself and don't feel guilty bout giving yourself pleasure by humping your stuffed animal. If it gives you release and pleasure its good.
Thank you so much, this answer really did mean a lot to me. I was terrified that I would get a bunch of answers saying that I was the only one. I've been really stressed out about it. Everything you said makes perfect sense. And yes I've been taught that sex is only for married couples and I completely agree with it. I'm so grateful that you took the time to examine my situation and actually type such a well thought-out answer. Really, I can't thank you enough. I'm eternally grateful!
I think you're right. And I hate this phase! I know, it is so weird and freaks me out a lot. :/ And there's no way I'm into bestiality! Thanks for doubting that. I absolutely love animals, I would never ever hurt them. I always try to stop my brother and my dad from hunting. Hahaha! Thanks for the reply by the way (:
i love having sex with my stuffed panda and i am starting to do wat u do to. i am also 11 and i just started so its ok.
I'm a boy of 14 and actually I pretend that my wolf plush is my girlfriend and make some stuff with it. I wanna know if someone could help me?