i have alawys been a virgin and been sheltered, however, this last two weeks, i somehow lost my brain somewhere.
i met this person, i had oral sex with him, first time, only mutual masturbation , second time, he rubbed his genital against mine (no condomn), his penis looked healthy, that was like a week ago.
and then i am having some white discharge, little bit of itchiness at first, sometmes with the tissue paper i see yellowish/whitish mucuous.
i went to see a doc couple of days ago, she took a sample, she gave me a remark that everything looked fine, but i have to see the result this week?
she told me to wash as much as with hot water, for me, i am treating it asa yeast infection.
i am scared, i can not sleep the night, i regret everything i did, i called the guy, he said, that he was clean, today i called him again, and he thought that i was asking a stupid question again, and he hung the phone on me, i called him again, he said, call me later, he was playing pool with his friends!
i feel stupid stupid, and i wish if i could reclaim my old status of being totally untouched, the more i read about stds, the more i feel so ignorant.
and oh my god, i have to wait three months and do another test, i can not sleep, my heart is bumping fast, and i can not tell anyone close to me, cause i feel ashamed, what have i done to myself......
i am scared,,,really scared......
i met this person, i had oral sex with him, first time, only mutual masturbation , second time, he rubbed his genital against mine (no condomn), his penis looked healthy, that was like a week ago.
and then i am having some white discharge, little bit of itchiness at first, sometmes with the tissue paper i see yellowish/whitish mucuous.
i went to see a doc couple of days ago, she took a sample, she gave me a remark that everything looked fine, but i have to see the result this week?
she told me to wash as much as with hot water, for me, i am treating it asa yeast infection.
i am scared, i can not sleep the night, i regret everything i did, i called the guy, he said, that he was clean, today i called him again, and he thought that i was asking a stupid question again, and he hung the phone on me, i called him again, he said, call me later, he was playing pool with his friends!
i feel stupid stupid, and i wish if i could reclaim my old status of being totally untouched, the more i read about stds, the more i feel so ignorant.
and oh my god, i have to wait three months and do another test, i can not sleep, my heart is bumping fast, and i can not tell anyone close to me, cause i feel ashamed, what have i done to myself......
i am scared,,,really scared......
If your doctor tested you and said all was fine, I would say that's the signal for you to relax. Believe me, a yeast infection is nothing and they can be the result of many things, ranging from ill-fitting pants to wearing pads too long. It sounds like you have a yeast infection or maybe bacterial vaginosis, which isn't anything to lose sleep over either. Itching and an abnormal discharge are both signs of infection - not an STD, but just a common infection.
I would suggest eating some yogurt during your time of treatment for the yeast infection. As said, if your doctor said everything was okay, I think you can rest easy now. In the future, though, if you're going to get that close to a guy whose sexual history you don't know, slip a condom on him so you can put your mind at ease. Not all STDs have external signs, so you never know what someone might have.
I would suggest eating some yogurt during your time of treatment for the yeast infection. As said, if your doctor said everything was okay, I think you can rest easy now. In the future, though, if you're going to get that close to a guy whose sexual history you don't know, slip a condom on him so you can put your mind at ease. Not all STDs have external signs, so you never know what someone might have.