He insisted on the quilt because "he wasn't gay." He also never found out I was bisexual.
As someone else mentioned I did get curious a few times and did put my hand under the quilt when he was asleep and felt his soft penis get hard which was nice and I also put it in my mouth a couple of times but never went any further than that.
Girls do that ! Me and my best friend would take turns watching each other grind to "get the feeling" from humping a stuffed animal. My cousin taught me that it feels good to get your p***y rubbed or rub it yourself.. While humping a pillow or couch cushion, really stimulates the clitoris from friction. My friend loves to watch me get off.
Yeah it's fine your not gay ,it's normal to jerk each other off lol,you have a big penis?
Good Luck!
Most boys are curious to find out if -- or whether -- other boys are feeling the same things they are discovering about their bodies and what they can do... and what they might be doing about it. Getting past the embarrassment of talking about it is the toughest part. Once you can cross that bridge, so to speak, the rest is easier.